1 00:00:16,290 --> 00:00:17,430 I remember that it hurt. 2 00:00:19,370 --> 00:00:20,730 Looking at her hurt. 3 00:00:40,220 --> 00:00:41,720 Yeah, it hurts. 4 00:00:43,380 --> 00:00:44,380 I don't know. 5 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:45,960 It does that sometimes. 6 00:00:58,050 --> 00:00:59,050 I 7 00:01:10,230 --> 00:01:11,530 never enjoy anything. 8 00:01:12,170 --> 00:01:13,730 I'm always waiting for whatever's next. 9 00:01:14,820 --> 00:01:15,980 I think everyone's like that. 10 00:01:16,080 --> 00:01:19,570 Living life in fast-forward, never stopping to enjoy the moment, too busy 11 00:01:19,571 --> 00:01:21,336 trying to rush through everything so we can get on with 12 00:01:21,337 --> 00:01:23,331 what we're really supposed to be doing with our lives. 13 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:27,768 I get these flashes of clarity, brilliant clarity, 14 00:01:27,769 --> 00:01:31,870 where for a second I stop and I think, wait, this is it. 15 00:01:31,950 --> 00:01:32,990 This is my life. 16 00:01:33,110 --> 00:01:35,023 I better slow down and enjoy it, because one day we're 17 00:01:35,047 --> 00:01:38,170 all going to end up in the ground and that'll be it. 18 00:01:38,210 --> 00:01:39,210 We'll be gone. 19 00:01:41,170 --> 00:01:42,530 That's why I think we should fuck. 20 00:01:44,050 --> 00:01:45,050 What? 21 00:01:45,850 --> 00:01:47,524 Well, let's just fast-forward through all the drunk 22 00:01:47,525 --> 00:01:49,270 introduction bullshit we have to look forward to. 23 00:01:49,390 --> 00:01:53,070 I mean, you don't look like you'd be very good at it anyway, and I don't want to sit 24 00:01:53,071 --> 00:01:55,121 here and listen to you bumble-fuck your way through it. 25 00:01:55,145 --> 00:01:56,830 We both want the same thing, to go back to your 26 00:01:56,831 --> 00:01:59,371 room, have sex, and never see each other again. 27 00:02:00,110 --> 00:02:01,110 Are you with me? 28 00:02:01,685 --> 00:02:02,685 Is this a trick? 29 00:02:03,330 --> 00:02:04,386 The offer's about to expire. 30 00:02:04,410 --> 00:02:05,410 No, I'm in. 31 00:02:05,850 --> 00:02:06,850 I'm definitely in. 32 00:02:13,020 --> 00:02:14,020 Do you like that book? 33 00:02:14,380 --> 00:02:14,700 No. 34 00:02:14,701 --> 00:02:15,701 God, no. 35 00:02:15,800 --> 00:02:16,800 No. 36 00:02:17,005 --> 00:02:18,476 It's my idiot brother's favorite book. 37 00:02:18,500 --> 00:02:19,200 Is it yours? 38 00:02:19,460 --> 00:02:20,460 No, no. 39 00:02:21,050 --> 00:02:22,050 It's my roommate's. 40 00:02:23,740 --> 00:02:25,020 I'm not really much of a reader. 41 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:26,600 Good. 42 00:02:30,260 --> 00:02:31,260 Now come here. 43 00:02:31,340 --> 00:02:32,340 Yes, ma'am. 44 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:35,560 As I stood there staring through the window into my ex-wife's new life, 45 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:37,700 I was overcome by the oddest sensation. 46 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:42,480 Watching her with this man was like turning on a familiar sitcom and realizing 47 00:03:42,481 --> 00:03:45,400 they had replaced one of the lead actors with a stranger. 48 00:03:45,780 --> 00:03:50,040 The show was the same, but the thespian who played William Borgens for nearly 20 49 00:03:50,041 --> 00:03:54,980 years was gone, and his place was a younger, dumber model. 50 00:03:55,420 --> 00:03:56,420 Stop! 51 00:03:57,280 --> 00:03:58,280 Stop! 52 00:03:58,720 --> 00:03:59,720 That's not funny. 53 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:01,040 Shut up! 54 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:02,400 Shut up! 55 00:04:03,220 --> 00:04:04,420 Shut up! 56 00:04:05,200 --> 00:04:06,200 Shut up! 57 00:04:06,880 --> 00:04:07,680 Shut up! 58 00:04:07,681 --> 00:04:07,700 Shut up! 59 00:04:07,820 --> 00:04:08,100 Shut up! 60 00:04:08,340 --> 00:04:08,960 Shut up! 61 00:04:09,260 --> 00:04:09,860 Shut up! 62 00:04:09,861 --> 00:04:10,861 That's a long time ago. 63 00:04:25,570 --> 00:04:28,370 I love you. 64 00:04:38,570 --> 00:04:40,310 Come on, come on, come on, baby. 65 00:04:41,190 --> 00:04:41,710 I'll be there. 66 00:04:41,711 --> 00:04:43,186 I'll be there for the rest of my life. 67 00:04:43,210 --> 00:04:44,610 I'll be there for you. 68 00:04:44,810 --> 00:04:44,830 Thank you. 69 00:04:44,831 --> 00:04:45,070 Excuse me, Mr. Hóstel. 70 00:04:45,150 --> 00:04:46,150 Yes. 71 00:04:46,930 --> 00:04:50,330 Can I call you Miss Hóstel? 72 00:04:50,331 --> 00:04:50,430 Yes. 73 00:04:50,431 --> 00:04:51,310 Miss Hóstel. 74 00:04:51,311 --> 00:04:51,830 Ms. Hóstel? 75 00:04:51,831 --> 00:04:58,010 There ain't nothin' that I need Well, hot and heavy, pumpkin pie and chocolate 76 00:04:58,011 --> 00:05:05,750 candy Jesus Christ, there ain't nothin' please me more than you Home, let me come 77 00:05:10,090 --> 00:05:18,090 home Home is where I'm with you Home, let me come home Home is where I'm with 78 00:05:18,370 --> 00:05:26,370 you Home is where you need me Home is where you need me 79 00:05:33,230 --> 00:05:38,953 Home, will you let me take you home La la la la, take me home 80 00:05:38,954 --> 00:05:45,410 Well, let me come home Get it, get it, get it, there you go. 81 00:05:46,210 --> 00:05:47,710 Push that on in. 82 00:05:48,250 --> 00:05:49,250 There you go. 83 00:06:07,290 --> 00:06:12,250 I follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark. 84 00:06:12,350 --> 00:06:15,070 Girl, I've never loved one like you. 85 00:06:15,670 --> 00:06:16,730 Yeah, she's here. 86 00:06:16,731 --> 00:06:20,770 Boats and boats and waterfalls, alleyways and paypal calls. 87 00:06:20,890 --> 00:06:23,190 I've been everywhere with you. 88 00:06:23,490 --> 00:06:24,070 That's true. 89 00:06:24,270 --> 00:06:28,670 I've been laughing till we think we're done, barefoot on a summer night. 90 00:06:28,810 --> 00:06:31,410 Never knew it was sweeter than with you. 91 00:06:32,830 --> 00:06:35,770 Home, home, let's think I'm home. 92 00:06:36,990 --> 00:06:39,690 Home is wherever with you. 93 00:06:43,065 --> 00:06:44,890 Well, they said that you have to go back there. 94 00:06:44,891 --> 00:06:48,690 Well, they just said that I think you might have to end up paying for it. 95 00:06:49,390 --> 00:06:51,886 No, but I mean they're going to cancel the whole thing, the appointment. 96 00:06:51,910 --> 00:06:53,150 Uh, yeah, they're canceling it. 97 00:06:53,185 --> 00:06:54,070 It's over, uh, basically. 98 00:06:54,190 --> 00:06:55,230 My book's being published. 99 00:06:59,750 --> 00:07:01,180 Oh my god, congratulations. 100 00:07:01,900 --> 00:07:02,300 Thank you. 101 00:07:02,301 --> 00:07:03,301 Oh my god. 102 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:03,740 Thanks, Ted. 103 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:05,160 I'm so proud of you. 104 00:07:05,540 --> 00:07:06,540 What house is it? 105 00:07:06,860 --> 00:07:07,260 Scribner. 106 00:07:07,460 --> 00:07:07,700 What? 107 00:07:07,780 --> 00:07:08,780 That's King's Publisher. 108 00:07:09,210 --> 00:07:10,450 Yeah, no, they're great, great. 109 00:07:10,500 --> 00:07:11,700 We gotta have a toast. 110 00:07:12,075 --> 00:07:13,275 We have to have a toast, yeah. 111 00:07:13,480 --> 00:07:16,520 Yeah, yeah, that's exactly what I was thinking when I submitted the book. 112 00:07:17,070 --> 00:07:18,460 This'll really piss Rusty off. 113 00:07:19,140 --> 00:07:22,260 It's not because they published books by Ernest Hemingway or Kurt Vonnegut. 114 00:07:22,420 --> 00:07:23,880 David McCullough, Frank McCourt. 115 00:07:24,120 --> 00:07:24,240 F. 116 00:07:24,300 --> 00:07:26,300 Scott Fitzgerald, Bob fucking Dillon. 117 00:07:27,270 --> 00:07:28,940 I didn't know you had dibs on Scribner. 118 00:07:29,100 --> 00:07:30,140 I never said I had dibs. 119 00:07:30,141 --> 00:07:31,780 I meant that I just was... You're just jealous. 120 00:07:31,940 --> 00:07:32,240 Wow. 121 00:07:32,260 --> 00:07:33,260 I'm not jealous. 122 00:07:33,640 --> 00:07:34,800 What an accomplishment. 123 00:07:35,250 --> 00:07:37,520 Your sister's having her first book published, all right? 124 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:38,920 There's a cause for celebration. 125 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:40,596 It's what the holidays are all about. 126 00:07:40,620 --> 00:07:41,620 Hey, cool. 127 00:07:42,100 --> 00:07:43,500 You might want to congratulate her. 128 00:07:43,620 --> 00:07:44,620 Congratulations. 129 00:07:44,980 --> 00:07:45,520 Thank you. 130 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:50,580 Geez, I didn't have my first book published until, I don't know, 25, 26. 131 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:53,236 I'd have been happy to call those guys. 132 00:07:53,260 --> 00:07:54,340 I know them all over there. 133 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:56,055 No, I submitted it under a fake name and didn't tell 134 00:07:56,056 --> 00:07:57,000 them whose daughter I was until after I'd been accepted. 135 00:07:57,001 --> 00:07:57,760 But I wouldn't have minded. 136 00:07:57,860 --> 00:07:58,640 I know. 137 00:07:58,820 --> 00:07:59,820 I just... 138 00:08:00,150 --> 00:08:02,920 Because you wanted it to be about your book and not about being my daughter. 139 00:08:02,921 --> 00:08:03,921 Yeah. 140 00:08:04,170 --> 00:08:07,341 Okay, well, this is a toast... Psst. 141 00:08:08,750 --> 00:08:11,400 ...to you and your first novel, Just Saying Hi. 142 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:14,440 Oh, it's not Just Saying Hi. 143 00:08:15,300 --> 00:08:16,700 Did they make you change the title? 144 00:08:17,670 --> 00:08:19,350 No, they're not publishing Just Saying Hi. 145 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:20,880 It's a different book. 146 00:08:22,440 --> 00:08:23,440 What? 147 00:08:24,430 --> 00:08:25,760 I put that aside for now. 148 00:08:27,010 --> 00:08:28,010 I wrote a new one. 149 00:08:28,080 --> 00:08:29,080 When? 150 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:30,280 Over the summer. 151 00:08:31,140 --> 00:08:32,156 What happened to Just Saying Hi? 152 00:08:32,180 --> 00:08:32,900 You were excited about it. 153 00:08:32,901 --> 00:08:35,800 I put a lot of work and effort into that. 154 00:08:35,900 --> 00:08:38,020 I proofed the manuscript and I... I know. 155 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:39,200 I'm sorry. 156 00:08:39,255 --> 00:08:41,520 I thought my opinion meant something to you. 157 00:08:41,521 --> 00:08:42,140 It does, Dad. 158 00:08:42,370 --> 00:08:43,370 You know it does. 159 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:45,511 And yet you turn around and write an entirely 160 00:08:45,512 --> 00:08:48,101 new book and don't think to share it with me? 161 00:08:49,900 --> 00:08:50,900 I'm sorry. 162 00:08:54,340 --> 00:08:55,340 It's burning. 163 00:09:01,800 --> 00:09:02,800 Congratulations. 164 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:06,480 Why would you let him set that place at the table? 165 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:07,520 I said it. 166 00:09:07,521 --> 00:09:08,521 He asked me to. 167 00:09:09,100 --> 00:09:10,260 Yeah, well, she's not coming. 168 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:11,436 I'm about to head over there. 169 00:09:11,460 --> 00:09:11,800 You should come. 170 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:13,160 Give Dad a chance to cool off. 171 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:14,440 I'm not going over there. 172 00:09:14,500 --> 00:09:14,840 Fine. 173 00:09:14,980 --> 00:09:15,560 Suit yourself. 174 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:16,860 I'll tell her you said hi. 175 00:09:16,920 --> 00:09:18,280 You can tell Mom to drop dead. 176 00:09:19,740 --> 00:09:20,740 Whoa. 177 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:43,880 This food is so good. 178 00:09:44,680 --> 00:09:45,680 I'm glad you like it. 179 00:09:47,560 --> 00:09:49,240 So how'd everything go over at your Dad's? 180 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:50,920 It was good. 181 00:09:51,570 --> 00:09:52,810 Sam's getting a book published. 182 00:09:54,800 --> 00:09:55,800 What? 183 00:09:56,840 --> 00:09:57,880 That was my reaction, too. 184 00:09:58,700 --> 00:09:59,700 That's great. 185 00:10:00,700 --> 00:10:03,156 I always thought your Dad making you and your sister keep journals was, 186 00:10:03,180 --> 00:10:07,480 um, a little strange, but it sounds like it's paying off. 187 00:10:08,120 --> 00:10:09,060 I can't believe it. 188 00:10:09,061 --> 00:10:09,720 Why is it strange? 189 00:10:09,940 --> 00:10:10,940 Rusty, just let that go. 190 00:10:11,020 --> 00:10:12,020 No, why is it strange? 191 00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:14,460 I just want to know why you think it's so strange. 192 00:10:14,740 --> 00:10:17,733 Well, it just seems like he was forcing you to be 193 00:10:17,734 --> 00:10:20,641 writers instead of allowing you to choose to be. 194 00:10:20,960 --> 00:10:22,666 We don't have to keep the journals if we don't want to. 195 00:10:22,690 --> 00:10:24,250 You'd have to get a job if you stopped. 196 00:10:24,510 --> 00:10:26,371 He pays us to do it so we can focus on our writing 197 00:10:26,372 --> 00:10:28,660 instead of working some bullshit job at McDonald's. 198 00:10:28,700 --> 00:10:29,700 Rusty. 199 00:10:30,860 --> 00:10:31,860 What? 200 00:10:33,060 --> 00:10:34,060 What? 201 00:10:34,380 --> 00:10:35,380 Are you stoned? 202 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:36,720 Are you kidding? 203 00:10:36,900 --> 00:10:37,760 You're being... Rusty. 204 00:10:37,761 --> 00:10:38,300 Don't be ridiculous. 205 00:10:38,301 --> 00:10:38,340 I'm not stoned. 206 00:10:38,341 --> 00:10:40,226 Can I talk to you in the kitchen for a minute, please? 207 00:10:40,250 --> 00:10:41,250 I think you're stoned. 208 00:10:42,260 --> 00:10:42,660 Great. 209 00:10:42,760 --> 00:10:43,760 I'm going. 210 00:10:48,400 --> 00:10:49,400 What's gotten into you? 211 00:10:51,010 --> 00:10:53,600 I'm not gonna let that Neanderthal talk about Dad like that. 212 00:10:54,400 --> 00:10:56,040 He didn't say anything about your father. 213 00:10:56,820 --> 00:10:58,820 It's not what he says, it's how he talks about him. 214 00:10:58,890 --> 00:11:00,400 Like he's some sort of weirdo. 215 00:11:00,585 --> 00:11:02,505 Watching football doesn't make you a Neanderthal. 216 00:11:02,540 --> 00:11:03,560 Owning his own gym does. 217 00:11:03,561 --> 00:11:03,880 Okay, enough. 218 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:05,120 Enough. 219 00:11:09,270 --> 00:11:10,830 Is Sam's book really getting published? 220 00:11:12,380 --> 00:11:13,380 That's what she said. 221 00:11:21,910 --> 00:11:22,550 It's been over a year since we spoke. 222 00:11:22,890 --> 00:11:23,890 I know. 223 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:27,120 She said to say hi to you. 224 00:11:28,450 --> 00:11:30,310 I don't believe that for a second, but... 225 00:11:32,530 --> 00:11:33,730 It's very sweet of you to say. 226 00:11:34,990 --> 00:11:35,990 I don't know, Mom. 227 00:11:37,380 --> 00:11:39,710 Please don't ever hate me the way she hates me. 228 00:11:40,290 --> 00:11:41,450 I don't hate you at all, Mom. 229 00:11:42,030 --> 00:11:43,030 Good. 230 00:11:44,420 --> 00:11:45,820 You are stoned, though, aren't you? 231 00:11:47,105 --> 00:11:48,785 I thought it'd make it easier to eat again. 232 00:11:50,080 --> 00:11:51,840 Pot and nothing else ever, you understand me? 233 00:11:52,740 --> 00:11:53,866 You don't have to worry about me, Mom. 234 00:11:53,890 --> 00:11:54,890 Yeah, I do. 235 00:11:55,070 --> 00:11:56,070 It's my job. 236 00:12:04,930 --> 00:12:06,610 I cleared the table and started the dishes. 237 00:12:08,470 --> 00:12:09,830 Sorry I reacted the way I did. 238 00:12:09,990 --> 00:12:10,990 I was just surprised. 239 00:12:12,060 --> 00:12:13,106 I thought you were happy with the book. 240 00:12:13,130 --> 00:12:14,130 I was. 241 00:12:14,510 --> 00:12:15,510 I just... 242 00:12:16,730 --> 00:12:18,006 It didn't seem like my book anymore. 243 00:12:18,030 --> 00:12:19,150 It felt like someone else's. 244 00:12:21,610 --> 00:12:23,250 My editorial hand a little heavy for you? 245 00:12:23,330 --> 00:12:24,330 Yes, Dad. 246 00:12:27,935 --> 00:12:30,590 I was... scared of how you'd react. 247 00:12:30,950 --> 00:12:33,910 And I felt guilty because of all the work that you put into just saying hi. 248 00:12:34,590 --> 00:12:35,310 I'm sorry. 249 00:12:35,470 --> 00:12:36,410 I didn't tell you about the other day. 250 00:12:36,411 --> 00:12:37,411 Stop apologizing. 251 00:12:39,980 --> 00:12:43,250 It's my fault for involving myself in your goddamn book in the first place. 252 00:12:45,430 --> 00:12:47,750 Are you guessing that you don't want to read the new one? 253 00:12:49,970 --> 00:12:50,970 Fuck no. 254 00:12:51,990 --> 00:12:52,990 Never? 255 00:12:53,230 --> 00:12:54,230 Well, thank you. 256 00:12:55,290 --> 00:12:56,306 I brought you a hard copy. 257 00:12:56,330 --> 00:12:56,670 Really? 258 00:12:56,810 --> 00:12:57,130 Yeah. 259 00:12:57,550 --> 00:13:02,930 I was gonna sign it for you if you, you know, want it or not, but... maybe. 260 00:13:04,530 --> 00:13:05,530 Leave it on my desk. 261 00:13:07,910 --> 00:13:08,910 Heh. 262 00:13:09,860 --> 00:13:13,010 Wait, um, can I ask you a question without you getting defensive? 263 00:13:16,900 --> 00:13:17,900 What? 264 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:21,120 Rusty told me Martin called the cops on a prowler the other night. 265 00:13:24,090 --> 00:13:25,456 Dad, you gotta stop doing this yourself. 266 00:13:25,480 --> 00:13:26,180 It's been two years. 267 00:13:26,460 --> 00:13:27,200 She's coming back. 268 00:13:27,260 --> 00:13:28,420 You're completely delusional. 269 00:13:28,710 --> 00:13:30,436 And what's with setting a place for her at the table? 270 00:13:30,460 --> 00:13:31,460 That's fucking nuts! 271 00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:32,796 You know they're fighting again? 272 00:13:32,820 --> 00:13:33,500 Oh, where'd you see that? 273 00:13:33,670 --> 00:13:34,670 Through their window? 274 00:13:35,040 --> 00:13:35,400 Really? 275 00:13:35,580 --> 00:13:37,420 People get arrested for doing things like that? 276 00:13:38,120 --> 00:13:39,580 You're a well-respected novelist. 277 00:13:39,620 --> 00:13:41,260 You've won the Penn Faulkner Award twice. 278 00:13:41,915 --> 00:13:43,000 You can't behave like that! 279 00:13:43,180 --> 00:13:44,180 She's coming back! 280 00:13:44,300 --> 00:13:44,540 Jesus! 281 00:13:44,730 --> 00:13:46,210 At least tell me you've been writing! 282 00:13:49,180 --> 00:13:50,740 Look what you've let her do to you, Dad! 283 00:13:53,460 --> 00:13:54,460 Seriously. 284 00:14:09,390 --> 00:14:10,390 Hey. 285 00:14:10,470 --> 00:14:11,470 What are you working on? 286 00:14:12,370 --> 00:14:14,370 Uh, it's a poem for English class. 287 00:14:16,190 --> 00:14:17,050 Sorry about earlier. 288 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:18,190 I was being a dick. 289 00:14:19,050 --> 00:14:20,050 It's okay. 290 00:14:20,310 --> 00:14:20,990 No, you were right. 291 00:14:21,030 --> 00:14:21,630 I was just jealous. 292 00:14:21,790 --> 00:14:22,830 I really am happy for you. 293 00:14:22,950 --> 00:14:23,470 It's awesome. 294 00:14:23,650 --> 00:14:25,930 You're gonna have a book published one day, too, you know? 295 00:14:26,530 --> 00:14:27,530 Sure, I know. 296 00:14:30,110 --> 00:14:31,470 Jason hooked me up with some weed. 297 00:14:34,590 --> 00:14:35,590 Roof? 298 00:14:37,080 --> 00:14:39,150 You got your eye on any, uh, girls this year? 299 00:14:42,170 --> 00:14:43,170 Yeah, there's this girl. 300 00:14:46,350 --> 00:14:47,350 Kate, at Vegas class. 301 00:14:48,690 --> 00:14:50,671 Every time I see her, I hear that song, the Beatles 302 00:14:50,771 --> 00:14:52,930 song, I've Just Seen a Face playing in my head. 303 00:14:53,790 --> 00:14:55,210 God, you are so pathetic. 304 00:14:55,750 --> 00:14:56,750 I'm pathetic. 305 00:14:57,505 --> 00:14:58,625 Let me give you some advice. 306 00:14:58,850 --> 00:15:00,230 I can't wait to hear your advice. 307 00:15:00,470 --> 00:15:01,470 It's so awesome. 308 00:15:02,750 --> 00:15:04,470 There are two kinds of people in this world. 309 00:15:05,420 --> 00:15:07,050 Hopeless romantics and realists. 310 00:15:07,390 --> 00:15:08,390 Right. 311 00:15:09,290 --> 00:15:11,856 A realist just sees that face and packs it in with 312 00:15:11,857 --> 00:15:14,511 every other pretty girl they've ever seen before. 313 00:15:15,610 --> 00:15:18,470 Hopeless romantic becomes convinced that God is real. 314 00:15:18,490 --> 00:15:20,490 God put them on Earth to be with that one person. 315 00:15:21,770 --> 00:15:24,705 But there is no God, and life is only as meaningful 316 00:15:24,706 --> 00:15:27,211 as you fool yourself into thinking it is. 317 00:15:28,290 --> 00:15:29,770 Guys who get laid a lot are realists. 318 00:15:30,530 --> 00:15:31,530 You should be listening. 319 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:35,910 Just avoid love at all costs. 320 00:15:36,550 --> 00:15:37,550 That's my motto. 321 00:15:42,090 --> 00:15:43,130 You've never been in love? 322 00:15:44,170 --> 00:15:47,130 If love is setting a place at a table for someone that's never coming home, 323 00:15:47,230 --> 00:15:48,230 I think I'll pass. 324 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:51,600 It's fucking depressing, too. 325 00:15:52,840 --> 00:15:55,179 Making students read their poetry assignments in front of 326 00:15:55,180 --> 00:15:57,560 the class is a sadistic exercise in public humiliation. 327 00:15:57,770 --> 00:15:59,796 You could have already been done with it by now, Rusty. 328 00:15:59,820 --> 00:16:00,820 Just read it. 329 00:16:01,320 --> 00:16:02,320 Okay. 330 00:16:02,580 --> 00:16:06,640 Okay, this is a poem I wrote over Thanksgiving break. 331 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:09,960 It's called School. 332 00:16:10,980 --> 00:16:12,820 It was written under the influence of cannabis. 333 00:16:15,420 --> 00:16:15,860 Okay. 334 00:16:15,861 --> 00:16:16,861 Um... 335 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:18,320 In the sea of... 336 00:16:18,700 --> 00:16:19,700 This is so awkward. 337 00:16:20,760 --> 00:16:25,500 In the sea of desks there's talk of bags and games and long pipes that leak dreams 338 00:16:26,250 --> 00:16:27,330 with the strike of a match. 339 00:16:28,940 --> 00:16:30,740 And there's a loudness to the whispers I hear. 340 00:16:31,040 --> 00:16:32,800 Whispers shouldn't be that loud, should they? 341 00:16:34,360 --> 00:16:36,243 There's a girl over there who everyone knows and men 342 00:16:36,244 --> 00:16:38,440 without ears who will stand by the door for a price. 343 00:16:40,270 --> 00:16:45,100 In long hallways there are angry mobs of dwarves and rats and one single angel. 344 00:16:52,890 --> 00:16:53,330 A man who has a woman's heart. 345 00:16:53,331 --> 00:16:53,730 Hey, Rusty. 346 00:16:53,850 --> 00:16:54,130 Hey. 347 00:16:54,230 --> 00:16:54,630 Hi. 348 00:16:54,950 --> 00:16:55,370 Hi. 349 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:58,050 Hi, I, um, I liked your poem. 350 00:16:59,170 --> 00:17:00,170 Yeah? 351 00:17:00,940 --> 00:17:01,940 Yeah, it was really good. 352 00:17:02,790 --> 00:17:03,790 Thanks. 353 00:17:03,990 --> 00:17:04,990 Sure. 354 00:17:06,350 --> 00:17:07,390 How was your Thanksgiving? 355 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:10,550 Oh, uh, it was good. 356 00:17:10,590 --> 00:17:11,110 It was a little weird. 357 00:17:11,190 --> 00:17:15,170 Like, my parents are divorced so I have two Thanksgivings and one Thanksgiving. 358 00:17:15,890 --> 00:17:16,830 Just like, strange. 359 00:17:16,831 --> 00:17:18,270 How about you? 360 00:17:19,090 --> 00:17:20,210 Just boring, whatever. 361 00:17:20,530 --> 00:17:21,530 That's cool. 362 00:17:21,630 --> 00:17:22,630 Yeah. 363 00:17:23,450 --> 00:17:24,450 Katie! 364 00:17:26,730 --> 00:17:27,750 I have to go. 365 00:17:29,150 --> 00:17:31,130 I just wanted to say I liked your poem, so... 366 00:17:32,190 --> 00:17:32,670 Bye. 367 00:17:33,030 --> 00:17:34,030 All right. 368 00:17:36,785 --> 00:17:37,790 What the fuck is that? 369 00:17:38,030 --> 00:17:39,070 Just a guy from his house. 370 00:17:39,090 --> 00:17:39,410 Come on. 371 00:17:39,510 --> 00:17:41,970 We literally 372 00:17:57,450 --> 00:17:59,210 have 20 minutes, so it'll have to be quick. 373 00:18:00,390 --> 00:18:01,350 Come on, let's go. 374 00:18:01,351 --> 00:18:02,351 Did you stretch? 375 00:18:06,990 --> 00:18:07,990 Come on. 376 00:18:22,240 --> 00:18:23,420 To the left. 377 00:18:23,500 --> 00:18:24,580 To the left, yeah. 378 00:18:25,340 --> 00:18:26,340 Wait. 379 00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:28,600 No. 380 00:18:28,780 --> 00:18:29,780 Yes! 381 00:18:39,210 --> 00:18:41,450 All right, I gotta run. 382 00:18:41,890 --> 00:18:42,610 Thursday. 383 00:18:42,900 --> 00:18:43,900 Be ready. 384 00:18:44,370 --> 00:18:45,370 Yes, sir. 385 00:18:55,470 --> 00:18:56,470 Hey. 386 00:18:57,210 --> 00:18:57,930 Hey! 387 00:18:58,110 --> 00:18:58,230 Hey! 388 00:18:58,231 --> 00:18:58,850 God damn it! 389 00:18:58,960 --> 00:18:59,690 What are you doing? 390 00:18:59,790 --> 00:19:00,530 You scared the shit out of me. 391 00:19:00,531 --> 00:19:01,370 I caught you red-handed. 392 00:19:01,371 --> 00:19:02,411 You're reading my journal. 393 00:19:02,970 --> 00:19:04,446 You promised you'd never read our journal. 394 00:19:04,470 --> 00:19:04,850 I'm sorry. 395 00:19:04,910 --> 00:19:05,910 I trusted you, Dad. 396 00:19:05,970 --> 00:19:06,650 I'm sorry. 397 00:19:06,651 --> 00:19:07,726 That pisses me off so much. 398 00:19:07,750 --> 00:19:08,910 It's evasion of privacy. 399 00:19:08,950 --> 00:19:09,610 I'm sorry, Rusty. 400 00:19:09,670 --> 00:19:11,810 I... I... I... Sit down for a second. 401 00:19:11,850 --> 00:19:12,070 Let me explain. 402 00:19:12,071 --> 00:19:13,271 No, I'm not going to sit down. 403 00:19:13,370 --> 00:19:13,570 Okay. 404 00:19:13,630 --> 00:19:13,930 Okay. 405 00:19:13,950 --> 00:19:15,150 I wasn't reading your journal. 406 00:19:15,340 --> 00:19:17,990 I just... I flipped it open to check the dates like I always do. 407 00:19:18,090 --> 00:19:21,990 And something jumped out at me and grabbed me. 408 00:19:22,050 --> 00:19:22,350 I'm sorry. 409 00:19:22,510 --> 00:19:22,890 Okay? 410 00:19:23,050 --> 00:19:24,050 I'm sorry. 411 00:19:24,630 --> 00:19:25,630 What? 412 00:19:27,090 --> 00:19:28,090 May I? 413 00:19:37,310 --> 00:19:38,310 I remember that it hurt. 414 00:19:39,020 --> 00:19:40,020 Looking at her hurt. 415 00:19:41,220 --> 00:19:42,220 That's it. 416 00:19:43,590 --> 00:19:46,190 That was the opening line of a book you'd have your reader hooked. 417 00:19:47,380 --> 00:19:48,280 They'd have to keep reading. 418 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:49,060 I had to keep reading. 419 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:49,480 I'm sorry. 420 00:19:50,030 --> 00:19:51,276 Lottery's not going to get you out of this. 421 00:19:51,300 --> 00:19:51,540 Oh, no. 422 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,256 That's... that's coming to an end right now. 423 00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:54,316 You know Flannery O'Connor? 424 00:19:54,340 --> 00:19:55,160 I know Flannery O'Connor. 425 00:19:55,260 --> 00:19:58,100 She said nothing needed to happen in a writer's life after they were 20. 426 00:19:58,485 --> 00:20:01,720 By then, they'd experienced more than enough to last their creative life. 427 00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:03,080 So? 428 00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:04,060 So what's your point? 429 00:20:04,180 --> 00:20:05,180 My point is... 430 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:07,640 Sit down for a second, please. 431 00:20:11,760 --> 00:20:12,760 Rusty... 432 00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:14,860 I don't think you're experiencing enough. 433 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:17,655 I mean, the reason that you're comfortable 434 00:20:17,656 --> 00:20:20,361 leaving your goddamn journal here on my desk... 435 00:20:20,670 --> 00:20:23,430 is because there's nothing you're trying to hide from me in your life. 436 00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:24,640 And that really worries me. 437 00:20:25,260 --> 00:20:26,260 You know? 438 00:20:26,600 --> 00:20:28,384 Sweet, sensitive guys like you, they spend their 439 00:20:28,385 --> 00:20:31,020 entire high school years frozen in place while... 440 00:20:31,690 --> 00:20:34,960 everybody's running around, going to parties, and getting laid, doing whatever. 441 00:20:36,330 --> 00:20:38,116 I don't want you to look back years from 442 00:20:38,128 --> 00:20:40,101 now and think about this girl... Is it Kate? 443 00:20:40,870 --> 00:20:42,260 Yeah, tell this girl how you feel. 444 00:20:42,710 --> 00:20:43,790 Put your heart on the line. 445 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:45,880 It's not that easy. 446 00:20:46,260 --> 00:20:47,260 It is, too. 447 00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:48,080 It is, too. 448 00:20:48,120 --> 00:20:49,120 Look at your sister. 449 00:20:49,470 --> 00:20:51,510 You can... hey, you can roll your eyes all you want. 450 00:20:51,700 --> 00:20:52,900 Your sister is a great writer. 451 00:20:53,510 --> 00:20:55,400 And it's because she's courageous in her life. 452 00:20:55,540 --> 00:20:56,540 She's promiscuous, Dad. 453 00:20:56,660 --> 00:20:57,660 It's not the same thing. 454 00:20:57,730 --> 00:21:00,280 Rusty, a writer is the sum of their experiences. 455 00:21:02,160 --> 00:21:03,160 Go get some. 456 00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:05,800 Come on, this is crazy. 457 00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:06,780 What are we doing here? 458 00:21:06,900 --> 00:21:07,900 Man, everyone hates us. 459 00:21:08,540 --> 00:21:09,560 Not tonight, they don't. 460 00:21:09,700 --> 00:21:10,700 Not tonight. 461 00:21:14,760 --> 00:21:15,760 What? 462 00:21:16,580 --> 00:21:17,740 Uh, we're here for the party. 463 00:21:18,880 --> 00:21:19,880 What party? 464 00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:22,360 Dude, come on, man. 465 00:21:22,380 --> 00:21:23,420 I'm in, like, three classes with you. 466 00:21:23,421 --> 00:21:24,421 Fuck off. 467 00:21:25,920 --> 00:21:26,940 Okay, but, uh... 468 00:21:28,180 --> 00:21:29,580 What are we gonna do with all this? 469 00:21:30,500 --> 00:21:31,500 Weed. 470 00:21:31,860 --> 00:21:32,820 Oh, that was funny, man. 471 00:21:32,821 --> 00:21:33,040 Come on. 472 00:21:33,180 --> 00:21:33,500 Really? 473 00:21:33,501 --> 00:21:33,900 Yeah, really. 474 00:21:34,140 --> 00:21:35,140 Come on. 475 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:40,200 Hey, everybody. 476 00:21:42,780 --> 00:21:43,140 Hey. 477 00:21:43,640 --> 00:21:44,640 My boys, uh... 478 00:21:45,280 --> 00:21:45,780 What's your name? 479 00:21:45,900 --> 00:21:46,260 Rusty. 480 00:21:46,261 --> 00:21:46,820 This is Jason. 481 00:21:46,880 --> 00:21:49,780 Hey, my boys, Rusty and Jason, just brought us a shitload of weed. 482 00:21:52,300 --> 00:21:53,500 Your name's Rodney, right? 483 00:21:53,620 --> 00:21:54,140 You mean Rodney. 484 00:21:54,160 --> 00:21:54,400 What's up? 485 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:57,096 You make sure with Jason that everybody gets some of this, okay? 486 00:21:57,120 --> 00:21:58,120 Where are you going? 487 00:21:58,260 --> 00:21:59,400 I'm gonna go find my friend Kate. 488 00:21:59,401 --> 00:22:00,460 From this chick? 489 00:22:00,580 --> 00:22:00,780 Oh. 490 00:22:01,140 --> 00:22:02,140 I think she's upstairs. 491 00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:04,440 I'm going downstairs. 492 00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:05,280 Forget it. 493 00:22:05,281 --> 00:22:05,500 Dude. 494 00:22:05,540 --> 00:22:06,620 Who are you? 495 00:22:07,580 --> 00:22:09,660 I'm a new and improved Rusty Borgens. 496 00:22:10,440 --> 00:22:11,260 See ya. 497 00:22:11,420 --> 00:22:18,980 With an arrogant smile he shook his head Counting his fingers from one to ten With 498 00:22:40,540 --> 00:22:48,540 a foot like a lion Grabbed the angel And he left for the road A little pause... 499 00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:29,640 and we are back. 500 00:23:29,641 --> 00:23:31,156 Can you give us a fucking second, please? 501 00:23:31,180 --> 00:23:33,040 No, I can't give you a fucking second! 502 00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:34,160 I'm in heat! 503 00:24:06,740 --> 00:24:07,820 Jason, let's get out of here. 504 00:24:07,821 --> 00:24:08,700 Dude, I'm not going anywhere. 505 00:24:08,780 --> 00:24:09,120 Let's go. 506 00:24:09,220 --> 00:24:09,800 I'm not going anywhere! 507 00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:11,000 That was genius, dude! 508 00:24:11,540 --> 00:24:12,540 No, it was a joke! 509 00:24:12,620 --> 00:24:13,740 It was a fucking joke! 510 00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:15,840 Look, if you wanna fuck with me, fuck with me! 511 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:16,380 Go get the fuck out of here! 512 00:24:16,381 --> 00:24:17,541 Hey, don't walk away from me! 513 00:24:17,740 --> 00:24:18,060 Stop! 514 00:24:18,180 --> 00:24:19,180 No, you're acting crazy! 515 00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:20,320 Quit following me, Glenn! 516 00:24:20,400 --> 00:24:21,640 No, this is my house, bitch! 517 00:24:21,641 --> 00:24:22,580 I'll fire you the fuck out of here! 518 00:24:22,581 --> 00:24:23,440 Oh, okay, big shot! 519 00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:24,856 Listen, I'm leaving, alright, asshole? 520 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:26,000 Go get the fuck out of here! 521 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:28,040 Hey, asshole! 522 00:24:32,120 --> 00:24:33,140 All right. 523 00:24:36,500 --> 00:24:37,280 I'm sorry. 524 00:24:37,300 --> 00:24:38,020 Come on. 525 00:24:38,021 --> 00:24:38,740 Come on, Jason. 526 00:24:38,741 --> 00:24:39,160 Come on. 527 00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:40,200 Hey! 528 00:24:40,340 --> 00:24:40,740 Let's go! 529 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:41,280 Let's go! 530 00:24:41,690 --> 00:24:42,690 Run! 531 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:43,600 Run! 532 00:24:43,660 --> 00:24:44,660 Run! 533 00:24:45,140 --> 00:24:46,780 I'm gonna fucking kill you! 534 00:24:48,100 --> 00:24:48,680 Dude! 535 00:24:48,940 --> 00:24:49,520 Dude! 536 00:24:49,521 --> 00:24:50,560 Fuck yeah, man! 537 00:24:53,340 --> 00:24:54,340 All right. 538 00:25:00,510 --> 00:25:01,510 Hey, asshole! 539 00:25:02,190 --> 00:25:03,190 Boo! 540 00:25:07,870 --> 00:25:09,750 You can't go home like this. 541 00:25:11,750 --> 00:25:12,930 I'm gonna wreck, mate. 542 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,280 My knees are all banged up and I'm high. 543 00:25:17,820 --> 00:25:19,660 Yeah, we should probably get some ice on those. 544 00:25:20,605 --> 00:25:22,005 You can stay at your house tonight. 545 00:25:24,530 --> 00:25:25,530 Okay. 546 00:25:35,940 --> 00:25:36,940 Hello? 547 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:37,600 Hey. 548 00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:39,080 Hey, it's me. 549 00:25:40,580 --> 00:25:41,580 Hey, here. 550 00:25:41,700 --> 00:25:42,700 You okay? 551 00:25:43,540 --> 00:25:44,540 Um... 552 00:25:47,460 --> 00:25:48,460 I'm here. 553 00:25:48,740 --> 00:25:49,740 I'm gonna get home. 554 00:25:52,930 --> 00:25:54,791 I fell asleep over... Are you here? 555 00:25:55,890 --> 00:25:57,331 I... I... 556 00:26:00,390 --> 00:26:00,790 Hey. 557 00:26:01,165 --> 00:26:02,525 We need to put our heads together. 558 00:26:02,750 --> 00:26:03,090 Okay. 559 00:26:03,290 --> 00:26:05,070 Bill, I can't sleep. 560 00:26:05,550 --> 00:26:05,950 Okay? 561 00:26:06,070 --> 00:26:08,670 I'm driving around in my pajamas in the middle of the night. 562 00:26:08,750 --> 00:26:10,090 I'm like a crazy person. 563 00:26:10,170 --> 00:26:11,410 I can't live like this anymore. 564 00:26:11,470 --> 00:26:12,470 I can't either. 565 00:26:13,290 --> 00:26:14,290 I've given her space. 566 00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:16,917 I accepted her hatred towards me as some phase that 567 00:26:16,941 --> 00:26:18,960 she's going through, but clearly this isn't a phase. 568 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:21,830 She has this amazing thing going on with her life now with this book being 569 00:26:21,831 --> 00:26:23,626 published and I can't even share that with her. 570 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:24,690 She won't return my calls. 571 00:26:25,095 --> 00:26:26,175 She won't return my emails. 572 00:26:26,270 --> 00:26:26,930 Okay, but she's... 573 00:26:26,931 --> 00:26:29,429 She's having a book published, and she's 574 00:26:29,430 --> 00:26:31,750 busy, and it's getting her to return my book. 575 00:26:31,790 --> 00:26:31,950 Bullshit! 576 00:26:32,070 --> 00:26:33,350 She's petty and she's cruel. 577 00:26:34,715 --> 00:26:35,936 Everyone's parents are divorced. 578 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:37,246 Big fucking deal you get over it. 579 00:26:37,270 --> 00:26:38,270 She fights with me, too. 580 00:26:38,390 --> 00:26:39,390 No, we're not fighting. 581 00:26:39,710 --> 00:26:40,370 That's the thing. 582 00:26:40,410 --> 00:26:41,670 I wish I could fight with her. 583 00:26:41,730 --> 00:26:43,446 Then I'd be an active participant in her life. 584 00:26:43,470 --> 00:26:45,430 She's just abandoned me. 585 00:26:45,490 --> 00:26:47,390 No, I don't think she's... She's abandoned you? 586 00:26:47,470 --> 00:26:50,270 That seems... You are in a constant state of denial about everything. 587 00:26:51,530 --> 00:26:53,270 Bill, she acts like I don't exist. 588 00:26:53,830 --> 00:26:56,910 I haven't spoken to her in over a year, and you're not helping things. 589 00:26:56,930 --> 00:26:57,190 Me? 590 00:26:57,191 --> 00:26:58,410 I haven't said one thing. 591 00:26:58,630 --> 00:26:58,990 I... 592 00:26:59,140 --> 00:27:00,770 You set a place for me at Thanksgiving. 593 00:27:01,050 --> 00:27:02,050 Yeah. 594 00:27:02,410 --> 00:27:04,427 So every time she comes home from school, she 595 00:27:04,507 --> 00:27:06,710 sees you miserable and moping, and she blames me. 596 00:27:06,770 --> 00:27:07,690 I know she blames me. 597 00:27:07,710 --> 00:27:08,230 I know she does. 598 00:27:08,330 --> 00:27:08,970 I don't mope. 599 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:10,040 Oh, you mope. 600 00:27:10,410 --> 00:27:11,210 You mope. 601 00:27:11,250 --> 00:27:14,350 Say horrible things about me, but don't try to win her sympathy this way. 602 00:27:14,530 --> 00:27:16,910 Hey, I made a promise to you, and I intend to keep it. 603 00:27:17,770 --> 00:27:18,770 Oh, Jesus. 604 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:23,000 Bill, that was a lifetime ago. 605 00:27:25,380 --> 00:27:26,830 I release you from your promise. 606 00:27:27,390 --> 00:27:28,390 Please. 607 00:27:29,700 --> 00:27:30,700 Go on with your life. 608 00:27:31,230 --> 00:27:32,230 Go get laid. 609 00:27:32,310 --> 00:27:32,890 I get laid. 610 00:27:33,030 --> 00:27:33,270 Great! 611 00:27:33,370 --> 00:27:33,990 You get laid? 612 00:27:34,310 --> 00:27:35,310 Mm-hmm. 613 00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:37,430 Well, then, be happy. 614 00:27:37,550 --> 00:27:38,670 I just want you to be happy. 615 00:27:38,770 --> 00:27:39,770 I was happy with you. 616 00:27:40,070 --> 00:27:41,470 You were the one that wasn't happy. 617 00:27:41,770 --> 00:27:42,770 Well, I'm happy now. 618 00:27:44,590 --> 00:27:45,670 You don't look happy to me. 619 00:27:47,890 --> 00:27:48,290 What? 620 00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:50,480 When you're sneaking around our house at night? 621 00:27:53,930 --> 00:27:55,140 I see you and Martin fighting. 622 00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:57,640 Shut up, Bill. 623 00:28:09,130 --> 00:28:09,830 Oh, hey. 624 00:28:10,070 --> 00:28:10,670 Wait a minute. 625 00:28:11,010 --> 00:28:12,010 Excuse me. 626 00:28:12,250 --> 00:28:13,670 Um, no, I, uh... 627 00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:18,430 I don't mean to be presumptuous, but I wouldn't do that if I were you. 628 00:28:19,570 --> 00:28:21,990 I mean, he sleeps with a lot of girls. 629 00:28:22,050 --> 00:28:24,450 You're practically guaranteed to wake up with a rash. 630 00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:25,590 Thanks for the tip. 631 00:28:25,730 --> 00:28:27,470 Well, I see you getting snared in his web. 632 00:28:27,570 --> 00:28:31,150 You look like a nice girl and all, so... I'm not a nice girl. 633 00:28:31,890 --> 00:28:33,290 Well, in that case, I'm Lewis. 634 00:28:33,430 --> 00:28:34,110 Everyone calls me Lou. 635 00:28:34,111 --> 00:28:35,111 Nice to meet you. 636 00:28:35,770 --> 00:28:36,830 No, okay. 637 00:28:37,370 --> 00:28:40,690 Look, I don't want to hurt your feelings, but you're wasting your time. 638 00:28:41,130 --> 00:28:42,510 What, talking's a waste of time? 639 00:28:42,770 --> 00:28:43,770 We're not talking. 640 00:28:44,470 --> 00:28:45,810 You're flirting with me. 641 00:28:46,010 --> 00:28:47,790 And you're also cock-blocking your friend. 642 00:28:48,070 --> 00:28:49,070 Huh? 643 00:28:49,130 --> 00:28:50,350 Bon Jovi over there? 644 00:28:50,430 --> 00:28:51,290 He's not my friend. 645 00:28:51,350 --> 00:28:52,110 He's a dick, actually. 646 00:28:52,170 --> 00:28:56,031 I'm just filling in on the base for them tonight, so... You're cute, Lou. 647 00:28:56,370 --> 00:28:58,330 But you reek of romance and good intentions. 648 00:28:58,890 --> 00:29:00,470 I'm not looking for a nice guy. 649 00:29:00,550 --> 00:29:01,870 I don't do boyfriends and I don't date. 650 00:29:01,871 --> 00:29:04,830 All I heard was don't, don't, don't, don't. 651 00:29:04,930 --> 00:29:06,490 Well, don't's keep people safe. 652 00:29:07,050 --> 00:29:07,710 I'm gonna go. 653 00:29:08,070 --> 00:29:09,590 Okay, well, I'll see you in class. 654 00:29:10,950 --> 00:29:12,170 Do we have a class together? 655 00:29:13,170 --> 00:29:14,570 Advanced fiction writing. 656 00:29:14,930 --> 00:29:15,990 I don't remember you. 657 00:29:16,260 --> 00:29:17,290 Oh, I remember you. 658 00:29:17,430 --> 00:29:19,470 You have a book that's getting published. 659 00:29:19,790 --> 00:29:20,830 Your dad must be thrilled. 660 00:29:20,970 --> 00:29:22,510 You know an awful lot about me, Lou. 661 00:29:22,650 --> 00:29:25,010 Your writers are an envious bunch, so... 662 00:29:25,790 --> 00:29:26,790 What's his name? 663 00:29:29,050 --> 00:29:30,050 His name's Pete. 664 00:29:31,870 --> 00:29:32,230 Have fun. 665 00:29:32,750 --> 00:29:33,750 I will. 666 00:29:36,370 --> 00:29:36,690 Cool. 667 00:29:36,691 --> 00:29:37,691 You're awesome. 668 00:29:44,550 --> 00:29:45,390 I didn't know you lived at the beach. 669 00:29:45,570 --> 00:29:46,570 Shh. 670 00:29:46,950 --> 00:29:49,150 Did you just, uh... I just don't want to wake my dad up. 671 00:29:51,680 --> 00:29:52,680 I'll get some ice. 672 00:29:57,420 --> 00:29:58,420 Here you go. 673 00:29:58,720 --> 00:29:59,720 Thank you. 674 00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:03,480 Sure. 675 00:30:04,580 --> 00:30:05,580 Rusty? 676 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:06,180 Hey, Dad. 677 00:30:06,220 --> 00:30:07,220 What are you doing up? 678 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:09,440 Who's this? 679 00:30:10,620 --> 00:30:11,620 Uh, Dad, this is Kate. 680 00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:13,180 Kate, this is Dad. 681 00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:14,880 Hi. 682 00:30:16,140 --> 00:30:17,140 Hi. 683 00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:19,120 What happened to your knees? 684 00:30:19,580 --> 00:30:20,300 She fell. 685 00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:21,520 This asshole pushed me. 686 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:22,920 Really? 687 00:30:22,921 --> 00:30:23,921 Somebody pushed you? 688 00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:26,120 Yeah, but it's okay, because Rusty punched him. 689 00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:28,560 Well, good. 690 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:30,876 Nobody should ever push a girl and get away with it. 691 00:30:30,900 --> 00:30:34,160 That's a good start, that ice, but we have some peroxide in here. 692 00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:36,140 So you are Kate. 693 00:30:36,810 --> 00:30:38,090 Rusty's told me a lot about you. 694 00:30:38,180 --> 00:30:39,180 He has? 695 00:30:39,780 --> 00:30:40,780 Um... 696 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:43,040 We hardly know each other. 697 00:30:43,470 --> 00:30:44,996 I just know he thinks very highly of you. 698 00:30:45,020 --> 00:30:46,020 Dad? 699 00:30:46,260 --> 00:30:46,620 Sorry. 700 00:30:46,740 --> 00:30:47,740 Sorry. 701 00:30:47,900 --> 00:30:48,940 Are you staying the night? 702 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:50,200 Uh, yeah. 703 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:51,480 That's okay. 704 00:30:52,660 --> 00:30:53,020 Okay. 705 00:30:53,230 --> 00:30:54,230 Your parents don't mind? 706 00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:56,520 No. 707 00:30:57,580 --> 00:30:58,580 All right. 708 00:30:58,810 --> 00:31:01,700 You take the bed, and she takes the couch, or the other way. 709 00:31:02,220 --> 00:31:04,000 You take the couch, she takes the bed. 710 00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:05,560 Whichever one. 711 00:31:06,780 --> 00:31:07,780 Nice meeting you, Kate. 712 00:31:08,740 --> 00:31:09,260 You too. 713 00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:10,560 Good night. 714 00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:13,640 Sorry. 715 00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:16,700 Your dad's nice. 716 00:31:17,530 --> 00:31:18,580 Yeah, he's a good guy. 717 00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:21,600 What does he do? 718 00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:24,480 Uh, he's a writer. 719 00:31:25,220 --> 00:31:26,220 Like a real one? 720 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:27,440 Yeah. 721 00:31:27,500 --> 00:31:28,716 He wrote a book called Supermonkeys. 722 00:31:28,740 --> 00:31:29,220 Thanks. 723 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:32,241 And a bunch of books published, and... Whoa! 724 00:31:35,045 --> 00:31:38,240 Well, that's cool. 725 00:31:40,315 --> 00:31:41,435 Is that what you want to do? 726 00:31:41,870 --> 00:31:42,870 Uh, yeah. 727 00:31:43,010 --> 00:31:44,010 I'm a writer too. 728 00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:45,160 So is my sister. 729 00:31:46,580 --> 00:31:47,840 Great books and stories and... 730 00:31:48,660 --> 00:31:49,660 Poetry? 731 00:31:50,920 --> 00:31:51,920 Yeah. 732 00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:53,520 Where's your sister? 733 00:31:54,065 --> 00:31:55,960 Uh, she's, you know, away at college. 734 00:31:59,100 --> 00:32:01,441 Yeah, so I'll just... Wait, um... 735 00:32:02,795 --> 00:32:03,995 Can you stay with me a second? 736 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:05,920 Please? 737 00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:07,700 Um, yeah, sure. 738 00:32:16,330 --> 00:32:17,330 Come closer. 739 00:32:17,510 --> 00:32:18,510 I don't bite. 740 00:32:26,980 --> 00:32:28,000 I have a question. 741 00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:29,840 Yeah? 742 00:32:34,300 --> 00:32:35,940 Was that the angel on the palm you wrote? 743 00:32:38,630 --> 00:32:39,630 Yeah. 744 00:33:00,565 --> 00:33:02,205 I think you're gonna be very good for me. 745 00:33:05,300 --> 00:33:06,300 Good night. 746 00:33:20,890 --> 00:33:28,890 I love Christmas. 747 00:33:58,190 --> 00:33:59,830 Strike me as one of those people. 748 00:34:00,170 --> 00:34:01,170 I am. 749 00:34:01,530 --> 00:34:02,930 I'm definitely one of those people. 750 00:34:03,970 --> 00:34:05,230 I love everything about it. 751 00:34:06,370 --> 00:34:14,051 I love the lights, the decorations, how TBS plays a Christmas story 24 hours straight. 752 00:34:15,690 --> 00:34:19,951 The presents under the trees, and the looks on my kids' faces when they open them. 753 00:34:20,050 --> 00:34:22,710 Sitting by the fire with my husband when they go to bed. 754 00:34:24,445 --> 00:34:26,205 I get a little depressed during the holidays. 755 00:34:27,010 --> 00:34:28,010 Yeah. 756 00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:30,470 Well, your divorce builds depressing. 757 00:34:32,930 --> 00:34:34,670 Hey, can I give you a little bit of advice? 758 00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:37,630 Just from one fuck buddy to another. 759 00:34:39,390 --> 00:34:40,390 Mm-hmm? 760 00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:42,480 You need to remarry. 761 00:34:42,890 --> 00:34:43,370 Hmm. 762 00:34:43,550 --> 00:34:44,170 Mm-hmm. 763 00:34:44,171 --> 00:34:45,710 You're not getting any younger. 764 00:34:47,100 --> 00:34:50,090 And if I were you, I would be on every dating website. 765 00:34:51,190 --> 00:34:54,630 Signing up and just combing the newspapers for personal ads. 766 00:34:54,650 --> 00:34:56,370 I haven't been on a date in 25 years. 767 00:34:56,510 --> 00:34:57,510 Yeah, but what is that? 768 00:34:57,560 --> 00:34:58,430 Listen, you're handsome. 769 00:34:58,570 --> 00:34:59,570 You're successful. 770 00:35:00,250 --> 00:35:03,470 You have a mild amount of celebrity, which is really all a writer can ask for. 771 00:35:04,980 --> 00:35:07,850 That's enough to land one of those 20-something trophy wives. 772 00:35:09,220 --> 00:35:10,700 You've really thought about this, huh? 773 00:35:11,650 --> 00:35:13,090 Well, I care about you, Bill. 774 00:35:14,860 --> 00:35:19,650 I know you love Erica, but you married someone else, and you have to start 775 00:35:19,651 --> 00:35:23,690 thinking about your future and whether or not you want that to be a happy one. 776 00:35:25,290 --> 00:35:26,625 Because I don't want to jog by in five years 777 00:35:26,626 --> 00:35:28,971 and find you waiting on that lawn chair for me. 778 00:35:29,910 --> 00:35:31,310 It's a very comfortable lawn chair. 779 00:35:31,490 --> 00:35:32,490 Is it? 780 00:35:33,260 --> 00:35:34,260 Just think about it. 781 00:35:46,190 --> 00:35:46,590 Procreation. 782 00:35:46,870 --> 00:35:48,610 You give to the next one down the line. 783 00:35:48,670 --> 00:35:49,790 That's really all we've got. 784 00:35:50,250 --> 00:35:54,470 Society, government, money, religion, careers, nuclear family, family's monogamy. 785 00:35:54,830 --> 00:35:58,890 These are all just highly creative, socially accepted delusions that we impose 786 00:35:58,891 --> 00:36:02,210 on reality to try and gain some semblance of control over our lives. 787 00:36:02,390 --> 00:36:04,050 It gives us the illusion of choice. 788 00:36:04,230 --> 00:36:06,350 It makes us feel a little less like animals. 789 00:36:07,970 --> 00:36:08,410 Animals? 790 00:36:08,570 --> 00:36:09,990 What do you mean, like evolution? 791 00:36:10,370 --> 00:36:12,010 Yeah, evolution, exactly. 792 00:36:12,540 --> 00:36:13,740 I do not believe in evolution. 793 00:36:14,250 --> 00:36:16,959 There's 400 billion stars in the Milky Way alone, making the 794 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:20,230 number of stars in the entire universe completely mind-boggling. 795 00:36:20,930 --> 00:36:21,930 We are nothing. 796 00:36:22,450 --> 00:36:25,990 If an asteroid hadn't hit Earth 65 million years ago and wiped out all the dinosaurs, 797 00:36:26,150 --> 00:36:27,150 we wouldn't be here. 798 00:36:27,930 --> 00:36:28,930 Yeah. 799 00:36:29,270 --> 00:36:30,270 I'm gonna go. 800 00:36:30,530 --> 00:36:31,530 Good. 801 00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:34,550 All you creationists do is blow chances at getting laid. 802 00:36:35,930 --> 00:36:36,370 Really. 803 00:36:36,820 --> 00:36:38,570 Ooh, that was awkward. 804 00:36:39,610 --> 00:36:41,130 You've really got to stop stalking me. 805 00:36:41,580 --> 00:36:44,230 I can't even go anywhere without you showing up to annoy me. 806 00:36:44,330 --> 00:36:45,210 Were you hitting on that guy? 807 00:36:45,250 --> 00:36:46,330 It's none of your business. 808 00:36:46,750 --> 00:36:47,750 I think he's a Mormon. 809 00:36:48,290 --> 00:36:49,676 Well, what the hell is he doing here? 810 00:36:49,700 --> 00:36:51,580 He's probably trying to find other Mormon girls. 811 00:36:52,070 --> 00:36:54,650 I'm sure you corrupted him and ruined his relationship with God. 812 00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:56,880 You want to get out of here? 813 00:36:57,440 --> 00:36:58,450 Do you have brain damage? 814 00:36:59,470 --> 00:36:59,790 No. 815 00:36:59,830 --> 00:37:01,449 I think I made it pretty clear that I have 816 00:37:01,450 --> 00:37:03,090 absolutely no interest in going out with you. 817 00:37:03,270 --> 00:37:03,690 No, no, no. 818 00:37:04,030 --> 00:37:05,270 You and I are gonna be friends. 819 00:37:05,580 --> 00:37:07,300 Oh, but I don't want to be friends with you. 820 00:37:08,420 --> 00:37:10,710 Yeah, well, I'm gonna take your jacket. 821 00:37:11,110 --> 00:37:12,070 And you can follow me. 822 00:37:12,090 --> 00:37:13,570 We can get some coffee if you'd like. 823 00:37:14,230 --> 00:37:14,870 Follow me. 824 00:37:14,910 --> 00:37:17,290 I need that jacket. 825 00:37:19,425 --> 00:37:20,905 What are some of your favorite books? 826 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:24,080 Is that really the angle you're gonna play? 827 00:37:24,650 --> 00:37:25,650 Really? 828 00:37:25,940 --> 00:37:27,620 I thought you'd be more creative than this. 829 00:37:28,390 --> 00:37:31,010 I mean, well, come on, we're writers, right? 830 00:37:31,270 --> 00:37:31,630 Yeah. 831 00:37:31,770 --> 00:37:33,190 Books matter to us? 832 00:37:33,230 --> 00:37:34,910 I mean, come on here, please. 833 00:37:35,130 --> 00:37:35,350 Fine. 834 00:37:36,020 --> 00:37:37,530 What are some of your favorite books? 835 00:37:37,790 --> 00:37:38,590 No, you can't do that. 836 00:37:38,650 --> 00:37:39,070 I asked you. 837 00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:41,716 You asked me because you want to know something personal about me. 838 00:37:41,740 --> 00:37:44,510 If I tell you what my favorite books are, you'll come up with titles you think will 839 00:37:44,511 --> 00:37:47,350 convince me that we're soulmates, or you'll latch on to one of my favorites 840 00:37:47,351 --> 00:37:49,711 and try to convince me that it's one of your favorites, too. 841 00:37:50,110 --> 00:37:51,030 God, you're so tough. 842 00:37:51,031 --> 00:37:52,590 That's why you're obsessed with me. 843 00:37:52,690 --> 00:37:53,510 I'm not obsessed with you. 844 00:37:53,570 --> 00:37:54,730 I'm like a unicorn to you. 845 00:37:54,770 --> 00:37:56,850 You'll do or say anything to possess me. 846 00:37:56,870 --> 00:37:59,430 I'm really not like that, and you're not anything like a unicorn. 847 00:37:59,690 --> 00:38:00,690 Okay, well, then books. 848 00:38:01,340 --> 00:38:03,140 But please at least attempt to be interesting. 849 00:38:03,190 --> 00:38:05,590 No Catcher in the Rye or Portnoy's Complaint, okay? 850 00:38:07,190 --> 00:38:09,450 Uh, well, I write mysteries, so... 851 00:38:10,210 --> 00:38:13,710 I love Elmer Leonard, James Lee Burke, Ed Brubaker. 852 00:38:14,350 --> 00:38:15,350 Who's Ed Brubaker? 853 00:38:16,150 --> 00:38:20,490 He writes an incredible, hard-boiled crime comic called Criminal. 854 00:38:21,250 --> 00:38:24,750 Telling me that you read comic books isn't exactly sweeping me off my feet. 855 00:38:25,460 --> 00:38:26,500 What's your favorite book? 856 00:38:26,570 --> 00:38:27,350 And don't think about it. 857 00:38:27,390 --> 00:38:29,390 Just name the first thing that pops into your head. 858 00:38:30,565 --> 00:38:32,110 Dear Mr. Henshop at Beverly Cleary. 859 00:38:34,095 --> 00:38:35,630 Been my favorite since I was a kid. 860 00:38:36,130 --> 00:38:37,290 Read it like a hundred times. 861 00:38:38,550 --> 00:38:40,390 It's actually what made me want to be a writer. 862 00:38:41,730 --> 00:38:42,730 Is something wrong? 863 00:38:43,070 --> 00:38:44,070 I have to go. 864 00:38:44,910 --> 00:38:46,950 Well, what, um... I have to go. 865 00:38:46,951 --> 00:38:47,030 Did I do something? 866 00:38:47,850 --> 00:38:48,850 Samantha! 867 00:38:48,890 --> 00:38:50,170 You need to see Kelly Jackson. 868 00:38:51,490 --> 00:38:52,110 Samantha, wait! 869 00:38:52,250 --> 00:38:52,510 Come on! 870 00:38:52,511 --> 00:38:53,511 What? 871 00:38:53,625 --> 00:38:54,625 What do you want from me? 872 00:38:54,860 --> 00:38:56,226 What do you mean, what do I want from you? 873 00:38:56,250 --> 00:38:56,850 I like you. 874 00:38:56,970 --> 00:38:58,290 I want to get to know you better. 875 00:38:58,470 --> 00:38:58,490 No! 876 00:38:58,740 --> 00:38:59,670 Why do you keep running away from me? 877 00:38:59,671 --> 00:39:02,590 Because this, whatever this is between us, it can't go any further. 878 00:39:02,630 --> 00:39:04,691 I won't let it... We're not even in the same species. 879 00:39:06,350 --> 00:39:08,130 Is Dear Mr. Henshop your favorite book, too? 880 00:39:08,945 --> 00:39:10,130 I don't do this, Lou. 881 00:39:10,630 --> 00:39:10,990 No. 882 00:39:11,190 --> 00:39:12,050 No, of course not. 883 00:39:12,070 --> 00:39:15,870 You just give yourself away to assholes with infinitely lower IQs than yours. 884 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,800 Hey. 885 00:39:29,620 --> 00:39:30,620 Is your dad here? 886 00:39:31,940 --> 00:39:32,940 Uh, no. 887 00:39:33,570 --> 00:39:34,810 Well, when is he gonna be back? 888 00:39:35,380 --> 00:39:36,380 I don't know. 889 00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:37,800 Maybe in a couple hours. 890 00:39:39,100 --> 00:39:40,100 Why? 891 00:39:42,590 --> 00:39:44,390 Um, I want to give you your Christmas present. 892 00:39:59,550 --> 00:40:00,550 Merry Christmas. 893 00:40:01,890 --> 00:40:02,890 Awesome. 894 00:40:03,030 --> 00:40:04,030 You're welcome. 895 00:40:05,150 --> 00:40:06,150 Where are we going? 896 00:40:06,470 --> 00:40:07,470 To the closet. 897 00:40:07,550 --> 00:40:08,010 Wait. 898 00:40:08,011 --> 00:40:08,650 Wait, why the closet? 899 00:40:08,690 --> 00:40:09,690 Why not on the bed? 900 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:11,330 Let me open it. 901 00:40:13,310 --> 00:40:14,310 Because... 902 00:40:15,480 --> 00:40:16,750 you've never had sex... 903 00:40:17,990 --> 00:40:18,990 and... 904 00:40:19,185 --> 00:40:20,670 I've never had sex in a closet. 905 00:40:22,820 --> 00:40:25,550 You remember me, and you remember this moment. 906 00:40:26,650 --> 00:40:29,050 And that makes me very, very happy. 907 00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:44,020 Don't you leave 908 00:40:47,720 --> 00:40:50,320 Don't you like when you're fleeing 909 00:41:00,380 --> 00:41:08,380 And I'll not take your kiss Only hold until your coffee warms But don't hurry and speak 910 00:41:13,780 --> 00:41:21,780 Once a time I put a tongue in your ear on a piece. 911 00:41:29,540 --> 00:41:30,560 She's okay. 912 00:41:30,820 --> 00:41:31,820 She'll see it. 913 00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:51,220 How you feeling? 914 00:41:54,280 --> 00:41:55,280 Not too bad. 915 00:41:56,010 --> 00:41:56,700 Don't bullshit me. 916 00:41:57,020 --> 00:41:58,760 You're like a no bullshit detector here. 917 00:41:59,220 --> 00:42:00,360 I'm fine. 918 00:42:02,190 --> 00:42:03,280 Just shut up and read to me. 919 00:42:03,281 --> 00:42:04,281 Okay. 920 00:42:15,350 --> 00:42:18,510 Daily Alice couldn't tell if she felt huge or small. 921 00:42:19,660 --> 00:42:21,658 She wondered whether her head were so big as 922 00:42:21,659 --> 00:42:24,731 to be able to contain all this starry universe. 923 00:42:24,990 --> 00:42:26,908 Or whether the universe were so little that it 924 00:42:26,909 --> 00:42:29,391 would fit within the compass of her human head. 925 00:42:29,810 --> 00:42:30,810 Lou. 926 00:42:32,670 --> 00:42:34,490 Do you see that angel by the door? 927 00:42:35,110 --> 00:42:36,610 Or am I the only one seeing her? 928 00:42:42,950 --> 00:42:43,970 Oh, that's... 929 00:42:45,460 --> 00:42:46,650 Definitely not an angel mom. 930 00:42:51,790 --> 00:42:52,790 Hi. 931 00:42:55,170 --> 00:42:55,590 Hi. 932 00:42:55,790 --> 00:42:56,890 What are you doing here? 933 00:42:57,930 --> 00:42:59,170 Same thing you're doing. 934 00:42:59,330 --> 00:43:00,330 Help. 935 00:43:00,670 --> 00:43:01,770 Don't be suspicious. 936 00:43:02,030 --> 00:43:03,450 I'm getting a laptop for Samantha. 937 00:43:04,515 --> 00:43:05,826 In fact, I gotta pick out a color. 938 00:43:05,850 --> 00:43:06,850 Why don't you come? 939 00:43:07,550 --> 00:43:08,550 I don't know. 940 00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:10,600 What don't you know? 941 00:43:11,070 --> 00:43:12,670 I don't know if it's a good idea though. 942 00:43:14,620 --> 00:43:15,620 It'll take ten minutes. 943 00:43:17,190 --> 00:43:17,910 I'd love to. 944 00:43:17,990 --> 00:43:18,170 Yeah? 945 00:43:18,450 --> 00:43:18,750 Yeah. 946 00:43:18,830 --> 00:43:19,830 I'd love to. 947 00:43:20,810 --> 00:43:22,050 I'm glad I bumped into you. 948 00:43:23,380 --> 00:43:25,030 I'm sure that's what all stalkers say. 949 00:43:25,670 --> 00:43:26,670 No, really. 950 00:43:29,145 --> 00:43:30,905 I've been thinking a lot about what you said. 951 00:43:31,630 --> 00:43:32,630 Really? 952 00:43:33,670 --> 00:43:35,350 Somebody else said the same thing recently. 953 00:43:35,570 --> 00:43:38,210 Someone else asked you to stop hanging around their house at night? 954 00:43:40,210 --> 00:43:41,590 About moving on with my life. 955 00:43:43,790 --> 00:43:44,790 Who was that? 956 00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:48,710 You know Trisha Walcott lives about a mile and a half down the beach? 957 00:43:48,910 --> 00:43:48,990 Yeah. 958 00:43:49,300 --> 00:43:50,110 I remember her. 959 00:43:50,290 --> 00:43:51,290 Yeah. 960 00:43:51,610 --> 00:43:52,010 Yeah. 961 00:43:52,230 --> 00:43:53,230 Yeah. 962 00:43:54,250 --> 00:43:55,930 I always suspected you had a crush on her. 963 00:43:56,610 --> 00:43:57,010 Yeah. 964 00:43:57,110 --> 00:43:58,110 She's very pretty. 965 00:43:58,690 --> 00:43:59,690 She's very married. 966 00:44:00,110 --> 00:44:01,110 As I recall. 967 00:44:03,190 --> 00:44:04,190 You're seeing her? 968 00:44:04,940 --> 00:44:06,107 I think I'm a good way for her to kill an 969 00:44:06,108 --> 00:44:08,711 hour after she drops her kids off at school. 970 00:44:09,810 --> 00:44:10,810 An hour? 971 00:44:11,170 --> 00:44:11,570 Yeah. 972 00:44:11,590 --> 00:44:12,590 An hour. 973 00:44:12,800 --> 00:44:16,290 So, um, she thinks you need to stop moping around too, huh? 974 00:44:16,910 --> 00:44:17,910 Something like that. 975 00:44:19,650 --> 00:44:20,650 Here's a confession. 976 00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:24,120 I'm not a great writer. 977 00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:27,480 I'm a great rewriter. 978 00:44:29,170 --> 00:44:30,170 I think about us. 979 00:44:31,590 --> 00:44:32,590 Our story. 980 00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:35,346 And all of the things that went wrong with us. 981 00:44:35,370 --> 00:44:38,170 And I could do it so much better this time. 982 00:44:42,650 --> 00:44:43,600 I could do it so much better this time. 983 00:44:43,601 --> 00:44:44,601 And you left. 984 00:44:44,820 --> 00:44:45,820 Bill... 985 00:44:47,065 --> 00:44:48,096 You've had two books published. 986 00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:48,300 No, no. 987 00:44:48,450 --> 00:44:51,300 They're books that I started when we were married. 988 00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:51,980 I finished them. 989 00:44:52,140 --> 00:44:53,276 But I haven't written anything new. 990 00:44:53,300 --> 00:44:54,540 You are a great writer. 991 00:44:55,705 --> 00:44:57,460 Don't waste all your imagination on me. 992 00:45:04,090 --> 00:45:05,090 Did you hear him? 993 00:45:05,310 --> 00:45:06,310 I'm a great writer. 994 00:45:07,190 --> 00:45:08,190 The other way. 995 00:45:09,050 --> 00:45:10,250 It was great running into you. 996 00:45:12,050 --> 00:45:13,050 You too. 997 00:45:14,890 --> 00:45:15,890 Bill... 998 00:45:19,700 --> 00:45:20,700 I have... 999 00:45:22,690 --> 00:45:24,930 I have days where I'm not sure I made the right decision. 1000 00:45:25,850 --> 00:45:26,850 I have bad days too. 1001 00:45:30,220 --> 00:45:31,860 I don't know why I'm saying this. 1002 00:45:32,420 --> 00:45:35,760 I guess I just-I..I don't want you to think that I don't think about us. 1003 00:45:36,020 --> 00:45:37,020 You know? 1004 00:45:38,410 --> 00:45:39,836 All those years that we spent together. 1005 00:45:39,860 --> 00:45:40,240 Because I do. 1006 00:45:40,820 --> 00:45:41,880 I think about... 1007 00:45:43,160 --> 00:45:44,320 ...everything that I gave up. 1008 00:45:47,790 --> 00:45:48,910 I wonder if it was worth it. 1009 00:45:51,380 --> 00:45:52,380 Was it? 1010 00:45:58,690 --> 00:45:59,690 I gotta go. 1011 00:46:00,870 --> 00:46:01,870 Merry Christmas. 1012 00:46:05,210 --> 00:46:06,210 Merry Christmas. 1013 00:46:10,260 --> 00:46:11,340 It was so nice to meet you. 1014 00:46:11,640 --> 00:46:12,900 Oh, you too, Samantha. 1015 00:46:14,460 --> 00:46:16,140 I hope you come back and see me again soon. 1016 00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:16,880 I will. 1017 00:46:17,180 --> 00:46:18,180 Okay, you too. 1018 00:46:18,550 --> 00:46:19,780 I'm gonna walk Sam to her car. 1019 00:46:19,860 --> 00:46:20,500 I'll be right back, Mom. 1020 00:46:20,540 --> 00:46:21,540 Not so fast. 1021 00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:23,000 I made hot chocolate. 1022 00:46:23,260 --> 00:46:24,260 It's in the kitchen. 1023 00:46:27,310 --> 00:46:28,390 What's wrong with your mom? 1024 00:46:31,060 --> 00:46:32,060 She, uh... 1025 00:46:33,140 --> 00:46:34,220 She has a brain tumor. 1026 00:46:35,120 --> 00:46:36,120 Oh, my God. 1027 00:46:36,300 --> 00:46:37,300 I'm sorry. 1028 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,736 I can't believe how much of a bitch I've been to you. 1029 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:44,760 I know, right? 1030 00:46:45,940 --> 00:46:46,380 Okay. 1031 00:46:46,900 --> 00:46:49,160 I don't... 1032 00:46:50,210 --> 00:46:51,900 I don't want you to feel sorry for me. 1033 00:46:53,180 --> 00:46:53,620 Really. 1034 00:46:53,660 --> 00:46:54,660 I, um... 1035 00:46:56,140 --> 00:46:56,580 I don't want you to feel sorry for me. 1036 00:46:56,650 --> 00:46:58,340 I've enjoyed all of our back and forth. 1037 00:46:59,030 --> 00:47:00,390 You know, sparring, it's really... 1038 00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:02,280 It's helped me take my mind out of all this. 1039 00:47:02,750 --> 00:47:05,120 Well, I'm glad I could help out. 1040 00:47:07,780 --> 00:47:08,940 You going home for Christmas? 1041 00:47:09,430 --> 00:47:10,910 Yeah, I'm headed back there tomorrow. 1042 00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:20,880 Well, I'm willing to forget about this whole stalking incident if you will allow 1043 00:47:20,881 --> 00:47:23,001 me to take you out on a proper date when you get back. 1044 00:47:23,320 --> 00:47:24,320 Okay. 1045 00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:26,780 Is that easy? 1046 00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:27,060 Yeah. 1047 00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:29,000 I'm not gonna say it again. 1048 00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:30,600 Okay. 1049 00:47:31,790 --> 00:47:38,040 Oh, um, I actually brought you an arc of my new book. 1050 00:47:38,900 --> 00:47:39,900 Oh, wow. 1051 00:47:39,990 --> 00:47:40,990 A stalking and a present. 1052 00:47:42,610 --> 00:47:46,140 Under the Pink by the Samantha Bordens. 1053 00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:47,600 Wow. 1054 00:47:49,775 --> 00:47:50,775 Well, I will, uh... 1055 00:47:51,180 --> 00:47:52,320 I will read this over break. 1056 00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:54,920 Probably loud. 1057 00:47:55,180 --> 00:47:58,560 My mom and I have been tearing through some books lately. 1058 00:47:58,780 --> 00:48:00,260 No, you can't read it to her. 1059 00:48:01,085 --> 00:48:02,820 It's filled with sex and profanity. 1060 00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:03,480 Oh, no, no. 1061 00:48:03,481 --> 00:48:04,660 She loves sex. 1062 00:48:08,220 --> 00:48:09,380 You added too much water. 1063 00:48:10,460 --> 00:48:12,096 It's not like you're Martha Stewart in here. 1064 00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:15,840 Well, you know, says the guy I'm putting some sugar on. 1065 00:48:16,420 --> 00:48:17,420 Hey! 1066 00:48:18,340 --> 00:48:19,040 Look at you! 1067 00:48:19,260 --> 00:48:20,620 What are you doing all dressed up? 1068 00:48:21,030 --> 00:48:22,030 I'm going over to Kate's. 1069 00:48:22,550 --> 00:48:23,880 Why does it smell so horrible in here? 1070 00:48:23,881 --> 00:48:24,000 I don't know. 1071 00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:25,160 These are our cookies. 1072 00:48:25,755 --> 00:48:27,260 Yeah, we burned the first bed. 1073 00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:28,640 No, actually, the second. 1074 00:48:29,120 --> 00:48:30,120 No, no, no! 1075 00:48:31,140 --> 00:48:32,140 Sorry. 1076 00:48:34,240 --> 00:48:35,900 Oh, my God, Dad! 1077 00:48:36,180 --> 00:48:36,320 What? 1078 00:48:36,540 --> 00:48:37,540 This is ridiculous! 1079 00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:39,120 We burned him again! 1080 00:48:39,340 --> 00:48:40,340 All right. 1081 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:42,740 No laughing, Rusty. 1082 00:48:42,860 --> 00:48:44,240 When am I going to meet this girl? 1083 00:48:44,340 --> 00:48:44,640 I don't know. 1084 00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:46,560 Try not to burn the house down while I'm gone. 1085 00:48:46,620 --> 00:48:47,620 Drive careful. 1086 00:48:47,740 --> 00:48:48,740 I will. 1087 00:48:50,805 --> 00:48:52,640 How serious is this thing? 1088 00:48:53,180 --> 00:48:54,180 Uh, they're having sex. 1089 00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:55,840 What? 1090 00:48:55,940 --> 00:48:56,940 How do you know? 1091 00:48:57,840 --> 00:48:58,320 Yeah. 1092 00:48:58,700 --> 00:48:59,180 Wow! 1093 00:48:59,640 --> 00:49:01,060 Go, Rusty! 1094 00:49:01,140 --> 00:49:02,920 She has more experience than him. 1095 00:49:03,460 --> 00:49:04,720 Yeah, well, who doesn't? 1096 00:49:05,670 --> 00:49:06,670 He seems really happy. 1097 00:49:08,670 --> 00:49:10,030 At least someone in this house is. 1098 00:49:11,050 --> 00:49:12,330 Did you have a frown on my face? 1099 00:49:13,330 --> 00:49:14,920 You do seem unusually chipper today. 1100 00:49:16,380 --> 00:49:17,736 Have you discovered antidepressants? 1101 00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:18,240 No. 1102 00:49:18,260 --> 00:49:18,840 Actually, no. 1103 00:49:18,900 --> 00:49:20,980 I'm just moving on with my life. 1104 00:49:21,910 --> 00:49:24,870 I don't know if it's the whole thing with your mom, and I'm moving forward. 1105 00:49:25,340 --> 00:49:26,340 Seriously? 1106 00:49:27,710 --> 00:49:28,710 New Year's resolution. 1107 00:49:29,500 --> 00:49:30,200 How about that? 1108 00:49:30,240 --> 00:49:31,240 Moving on. 1109 00:49:31,680 --> 00:49:32,080 Dad? 1110 00:49:32,520 --> 00:49:32,920 Yeah? 1111 00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:34,200 That's huge! 1112 00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:36,480 Oh, flower hug. 1113 00:49:36,520 --> 00:49:37,520 No, no, no! 1114 00:49:39,230 --> 00:49:40,640 Not on my white shirt! 1115 00:49:41,580 --> 00:49:42,580 Ta-da. 1116 00:49:42,835 --> 00:49:44,116 I thought you were already getting my Christmas present. 1117 00:49:44,140 --> 00:49:45,140 Come on. 1118 00:49:51,410 --> 00:49:52,410 This isn't just a CD. 1119 00:49:52,500 --> 00:49:53,180 It isn't? 1120 00:49:53,260 --> 00:49:53,380 No. 1121 00:49:54,060 --> 00:49:56,220 It's a road map to my soul. 1122 00:49:57,950 --> 00:49:59,590 It's like if you gave me a favorite book. 1123 00:49:59,930 --> 00:50:01,140 Yeah, speaking of that... 1124 00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:03,520 Boom. 1125 00:50:03,880 --> 00:50:04,880 Oh, my gosh. 1126 00:50:09,150 --> 00:50:10,150 Wow. 1127 00:50:11,140 --> 00:50:12,740 This is the biggest book I've ever seen. 1128 00:50:13,050 --> 00:50:16,210 I know it looks formidable, but honestly, it's gonna be, like, one of the most 1129 00:50:16,211 --> 00:50:17,931 satisfying reading experiences of your life. 1130 00:50:18,110 --> 00:50:19,110 Is it scary? 1131 00:50:19,890 --> 00:50:21,430 Yeah, sure, but it's not just a scary book. 1132 00:50:21,450 --> 00:50:22,350 It's like Moby Dick. 1133 00:50:22,450 --> 00:50:23,450 It's about everything. 1134 00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:24,868 I mean, you're gonna be so wrapped up in it, you're 1135 00:50:24,869 --> 00:50:26,470 gonna be crying by the time you get to the end of it. 1136 00:50:26,610 --> 00:50:27,250 You cried. 1137 00:50:27,590 --> 00:50:28,590 Oh, you'll cry, too. 1138 00:50:28,750 --> 00:50:29,110 Okay? 1139 00:50:29,490 --> 00:50:30,490 I might have cried. 1140 00:50:33,980 --> 00:50:36,190 You're really cute when you get worked up about books. 1141 00:50:38,710 --> 00:50:39,710 Hmm? 1142 00:50:40,070 --> 00:50:40,610 Mm-hmm. 1143 00:50:40,930 --> 00:50:42,350 Do I have you worked up about me? 1144 00:50:44,330 --> 00:50:45,330 Yeah. 1145 00:50:46,770 --> 00:50:48,210 Because I've got to have you, right? 1146 00:50:49,210 --> 00:50:49,690 Yeah. 1147 00:50:49,691 --> 00:50:50,510 What about your parents? 1148 00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:51,250 Don't they come in? 1149 00:50:51,290 --> 00:50:52,290 They don't come in here. 1150 00:50:53,490 --> 00:50:54,490 Are you sure? 1151 00:50:54,590 --> 00:50:55,630 I'm sure they're not here. 1152 00:50:59,690 --> 00:51:01,070 How was your Christmas? 1153 00:51:01,530 --> 00:51:02,530 It was good. 1154 00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:04,410 Filled with family, you know, loud. 1155 00:51:04,830 --> 00:51:05,830 Yeah. 1156 00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:10,490 So you haven't mentioned my book. 1157 00:51:11,730 --> 00:51:12,730 Mm. 1158 00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:14,070 Yeah. 1159 00:51:14,210 --> 00:51:15,650 So you didn't like it? 1160 00:51:15,651 --> 00:51:17,130 No, no, that's not it. 1161 00:51:17,190 --> 00:51:18,190 I liked it a lot. 1162 00:51:18,760 --> 00:51:20,770 It's incredibly well written. 1163 00:51:20,990 --> 00:51:22,990 The characters are vibrant and alive. 1164 00:51:24,610 --> 00:51:25,610 But... 1165 00:51:25,850 --> 00:51:29,255 I mean, I knew you were cynical, but is that 1166 00:51:29,256 --> 00:51:32,571 really how you feel about love and marriage? 1167 00:51:32,630 --> 00:51:33,630 I don't know. 1168 00:51:34,310 --> 00:51:35,310 Sometimes. 1169 00:51:36,590 --> 00:51:37,630 Oh, thank you. 1170 00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:43,880 How much of that really happened? 1171 00:51:45,010 --> 00:51:46,010 I made most of it. 1172 00:51:47,130 --> 00:51:50,170 I didn't draw that much from my parents' divorce other than the little girl seeing 1173 00:51:50,171 --> 00:51:52,110 her mother having sex with the man on the beach. 1174 00:51:52,990 --> 00:51:54,246 Holy shit, that really happened? 1175 00:51:54,270 --> 00:51:55,270 Yeah. 1176 00:51:56,300 --> 00:51:57,366 I mean, I wasn't a little girl. 1177 00:51:57,390 --> 00:51:58,390 I was in high school. 1178 00:51:59,610 --> 00:52:01,810 My parents were having a party and I was up on the roof. 1179 00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:06,870 It was late, and my mom came staggering out of the back of the house with Martin. 1180 00:52:08,140 --> 00:52:10,170 And she was all over him. 1181 00:52:10,890 --> 00:52:12,690 And I remember Martin saying, what about Bill? 1182 00:52:12,850 --> 00:52:13,850 What if Bill sees? 1183 00:52:15,650 --> 00:52:18,070 And my mom replying, I don't care. 1184 00:52:20,240 --> 00:52:21,350 I don't care. 1185 00:52:26,450 --> 00:52:27,450 Hey, Lou? 1186 00:52:27,850 --> 00:52:28,850 Mm-hmm? 1187 00:52:31,790 --> 00:52:32,990 You make me feel less cynical. 1188 00:52:35,750 --> 00:52:36,490 My turn? 1189 00:52:36,730 --> 00:52:37,730 My turn. 1190 00:52:37,950 --> 00:52:39,130 Favorite TV show? 1191 00:52:40,450 --> 00:52:41,450 The Wonder Years. 1192 00:52:41,770 --> 00:52:42,490 Oh, all right. 1193 00:52:42,590 --> 00:52:42,870 That's nice. 1194 00:52:43,190 --> 00:52:45,370 I'm still in love with Winnie Cooper. 1195 00:52:46,150 --> 00:52:46,670 Okay. 1196 00:52:46,720 --> 00:52:48,470 Favorite song? 1197 00:52:49,930 --> 00:52:50,490 Beatles. 1198 00:52:50,910 --> 00:52:51,910 Polythene Pam. 1199 00:52:52,010 --> 00:52:53,010 Great choice. 1200 00:52:53,190 --> 00:52:53,450 Thank you. 1201 00:52:53,590 --> 00:52:54,590 Yours? 1202 00:52:55,490 --> 00:52:57,030 Between the Bars by Elite Smith. 1203 00:52:59,810 --> 00:53:00,810 Play it for me. 1204 00:53:02,490 --> 00:53:03,870 Actually, I do have it here. 1205 00:53:04,740 --> 00:53:05,810 You're in luck. 1206 00:53:06,770 --> 00:53:11,830 Although this is, uh, this really is no way to, uh, to hear a song like this. 1207 00:53:11,831 --> 00:53:12,990 Just for the first time. 1208 00:53:12,991 --> 00:53:13,470 All right. 1209 00:53:13,545 --> 00:53:15,090 Will you at least close your eyes? 1210 00:53:15,315 --> 00:53:17,235 Because you gotta block out all this other stuff. 1211 00:53:17,290 --> 00:53:18,370 It's really distracting. 1212 00:53:18,630 --> 00:53:18,850 Okay. 1213 00:53:19,050 --> 00:53:20,050 You're funny. 1214 00:53:25,170 --> 00:53:33,170 Drink up, baby Stay up all night With the things you could do You won't But you 1215 00:53:34,530 --> 00:53:42,530 might The potential you'll be That you'll never see The promises You'll only make 1216 00:53:46,350 --> 00:53:54,350 Drink up with me now And forget all about The pressure of days Do what I say And 1217 00:53:54,351 --> 00:54:01,030 I'll make you okay And drive them away I'm so scared right now. 1218 00:54:01,130 --> 00:54:04,190 The things that are stuck in your head I know. 1219 00:54:04,350 --> 00:54:05,350 I know. 1220 00:54:06,990 --> 00:54:14,990 People You've been before That you don't know Around it alone Don't wanna get hurt. 1221 00:54:17,990 --> 00:54:25,990 We'll show the world That you're there I'll keep them still I'll keep them still 1222 00:54:27,530 --> 00:54:35,530 Drink up, baby Don't forget the stars I'll kiss you again Paint red borders Where I'm 1223 00:54:35,531 --> 00:54:37,818 seeing you there Paint red borders With your 1224 00:54:37,819 --> 00:54:41,051 hands in the air With your hands in the air 1225 00:55:02,510 --> 00:55:08,130 And that's the picture that you want to have up there? 1226 00:55:09,090 --> 00:55:09,490 Yeah. 1227 00:55:09,491 --> 00:55:12,232 I'm going to trump that, though, real quick, 1228 00:55:12,244 --> 00:55:14,630 because you look like a serial killer. 1229 00:55:14,935 --> 00:55:16,330 Let's take another one. 1230 00:55:16,635 --> 00:55:18,230 Let me show you a test picture. 1231 00:55:18,570 --> 00:55:19,796 Let me show you how it's done, okay? 1232 00:55:19,820 --> 00:55:22,770 If I were on this website, I'd say, I'd love to go out on a date with you. 1233 00:55:23,230 --> 00:55:24,230 Yeah. 1234 00:55:26,530 --> 00:55:27,850 Did you actually pay for that? 1235 00:55:30,050 --> 00:55:31,050 No. 1236 00:55:33,700 --> 00:55:35,020 Can I ask you a serious question? 1237 00:55:35,500 --> 00:55:36,500 Are you colorblind? 1238 00:55:42,310 --> 00:55:42,850 Fuck no. 1239 00:55:42,851 --> 00:55:43,030 You're a professional. 1240 00:55:43,730 --> 00:55:44,730 You're a professional. 1241 00:55:44,870 --> 00:55:46,830 You do not... No, you know what? 1242 00:55:46,950 --> 00:55:48,546 You do not look like you're ready to party. 1243 00:55:48,570 --> 00:55:50,530 I think that... Let me just take a look. 1244 00:55:51,410 --> 00:55:53,350 Can you be serious with this? 1245 00:55:54,110 --> 00:55:55,110 We're not in Cancun. 1246 00:55:55,570 --> 00:55:56,570 Eh, no. 1247 00:55:59,510 --> 00:56:00,550 That's my favorite shirt. 1248 00:56:01,350 --> 00:56:02,350 Don't ever do it. 1249 00:56:07,780 --> 00:56:09,160 Come get in this right now. 1250 00:56:10,220 --> 00:56:10,860 Let's do it. 1251 00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:11,880 No. 1252 00:56:16,760 --> 00:56:17,760 Hubba hubba. 1253 00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:19,700 Have you had this the whole time? 1254 00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:20,020 No. 1255 00:56:20,180 --> 00:56:23,260 Why on earth... You are endlessly frustrating. 1256 00:56:23,600 --> 00:56:25,940 Oh, I would definitely fuck you in this outfit. 1257 00:56:26,420 --> 00:56:27,420 How do you feel? 1258 00:56:27,660 --> 00:56:28,660 Hmm. 1259 00:56:28,960 --> 00:56:29,520 Oh. 1260 00:56:29,760 --> 00:56:30,760 All right. 1261 00:56:32,220 --> 00:56:33,020 Okay, come on. 1262 00:56:33,220 --> 00:56:34,220 Let's go. 1263 00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:40,680 I got two old fools and magazines for you. 1264 00:56:42,020 --> 00:56:43,540 I'll bring them over. 1265 00:56:46,360 --> 00:56:53,020 So hang your holiday rainbow lights in the garden tonight. 1266 00:56:55,500 --> 00:56:59,280 I'll bring a nice icy drink to you. 1267 00:57:00,580 --> 00:57:02,960 Let me come over. 1268 00:57:03,260 --> 00:57:05,560 I can waste your time. 1269 00:57:05,660 --> 00:57:06,860 I'm bored. 1270 00:57:07,740 --> 00:57:12,480 Invite me to the water and out of the summer. 1271 00:57:26,630 --> 00:57:30,520 No, thanks. 1272 00:57:30,521 --> 00:57:32,001 Oh, come on, is this your first time? 1273 00:57:32,060 --> 00:57:35,300 End of form? 1274 00:57:35,301 --> 00:57:36,301 Ahindua. 1275 00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:37,500 I miss you. 1276 00:57:37,501 --> 00:57:43,100 You miss me too,eвine. 1277 00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:45,590 Sorry. 1278 00:57:45,591 --> 00:57:50,742 A little pause... 1279 00:58:01,712 --> 00:58:03,560 and we are back. 1280 00:58:16,880 --> 00:58:24,880 A little pause... and we are back. 1281 00:58:26,805 --> 00:58:30,800 I'll bring a nice, icy drink to you. 1282 00:58:32,220 --> 00:58:40,220 And you can wait the night of the summer. 1283 00:58:45,030 --> 00:58:48,930 And we'll play G.I. 1284 00:58:48,950 --> 00:58:49,950 and Blue. 1285 00:58:52,710 --> 00:58:55,010 We'll stand by the pool. 1286 00:58:55,450 --> 00:58:56,450 And 1287 00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:03,200 can we chime a string? 1288 00:59:05,740 --> 00:59:08,760 Can we kill it without it calling on me? 1289 00:59:09,840 --> 00:59:17,840 Hey, Mom. 1290 00:59:26,010 --> 00:59:27,010 Hey! 1291 00:59:27,510 --> 00:59:28,610 We made it. 1292 00:59:28,730 --> 00:59:28,910 Hi. 1293 00:59:29,090 --> 00:59:29,550 Hi. 1294 00:59:29,670 --> 00:59:30,430 I'm Kate. 1295 00:59:30,610 --> 00:59:31,930 Nice to meet you. 1296 00:59:35,970 --> 00:59:36,970 Cataphop! 1297 00:59:49,950 --> 00:59:51,970 I'm not in love with you. 1298 00:59:52,010 --> 00:59:55,130 But I'm in love with the way you look. 1299 01:00:19,510 --> 01:00:19,870 Hey! 1300 01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:21,120 Can I help you find something? 1301 01:00:21,440 --> 01:00:23,370 I was looking for some aspirin. 1302 01:00:23,390 --> 01:00:24,390 I have a headache. 1303 01:00:25,130 --> 01:00:26,170 Oh, it should be in there. 1304 01:00:30,260 --> 01:00:30,890 I got it. 1305 01:00:30,910 --> 01:00:31,910 Thank you. 1306 01:00:49,020 --> 01:00:49,380 William! 1307 01:00:49,760 --> 01:00:50,760 Hey. 1308 01:00:50,900 --> 01:00:52,480 So good to see you again. 1309 01:00:52,700 --> 01:00:54,020 Great to see you too, Leslie. 1310 01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:55,400 This is my son, Rusty. 1311 01:00:55,480 --> 01:00:55,800 Hi. 1312 01:00:55,840 --> 01:00:57,040 And his girlfriend, Kate. 1313 01:00:57,160 --> 01:00:57,420 Hello. 1314 01:00:57,600 --> 01:00:58,320 Nice to meet you. 1315 01:00:58,620 --> 01:01:01,320 This was so nice of you to do this for Samantha, really. 1316 01:01:01,321 --> 01:01:02,321 This is great. 1317 01:01:02,360 --> 01:01:03,732 I would have done the same thing for you if 1318 01:01:03,733 --> 01:01:06,501 you'd published Soup Monkeys under my watch. 1319 01:01:06,550 --> 01:01:10,360 Well, Bill, I would like you to meet your daughter, Samantha Borgens. 1320 01:01:10,910 --> 01:01:13,391 You might think you've met Samantha before, but this 1321 01:01:13,392 --> 01:01:16,240 Samantha just received a star review from Publishers Weekly. 1322 01:01:16,930 --> 01:01:18,500 And life will never be the same again. 1323 01:01:19,120 --> 01:01:20,120 Hi, Dad. 1324 01:01:21,220 --> 01:01:21,660 Congratulations. 1325 01:01:22,160 --> 01:01:23,360 Thank you so much. 1326 01:01:24,480 --> 01:01:25,840 And this is my boyfriend, Lou. 1327 01:01:26,060 --> 01:01:27,340 Oh, nice to meet you. 1328 01:01:27,460 --> 01:01:28,140 Nice to finally meet you. 1329 01:01:28,260 --> 01:01:30,260 Mr. Murphy's a talented writer as well. 1330 01:01:30,320 --> 01:01:31,300 He's my Patricia Hoffman. 1331 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:31,560 Hi, Smith. 1332 01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:32,480 Hello. 1333 01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:34,416 Smith, can I steal your father for a little bit? 1334 01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:37,360 There's so many young writers around here who are just dying to meet him. 1335 01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:38,960 He's all yours. 1336 01:01:39,280 --> 01:01:39,820 Come on. 1337 01:01:40,080 --> 01:01:40,720 Come on. 1338 01:01:40,800 --> 01:01:41,260 Come on. 1339 01:01:41,261 --> 01:01:41,520 Come on. 1340 01:01:41,660 --> 01:01:42,360 Hey, sis. 1341 01:01:42,660 --> 01:01:43,020 Congratulations. 1342 01:01:43,180 --> 01:01:44,520 Oh, thank you so much for coming. 1343 01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:47,040 And it's so nice to finally meet you. 1344 01:01:47,420 --> 01:01:49,140 Sam tells me you're a huge Stephen King fan. 1345 01:01:49,720 --> 01:01:51,900 I'm, like, the biggest Stephen King fan in the world. 1346 01:01:52,020 --> 01:01:52,860 I love The Stand. 1347 01:01:52,980 --> 01:01:53,600 It's, like, my favorite one. 1348 01:01:53,800 --> 01:01:53,980 What? 1349 01:01:54,100 --> 01:01:55,100 Since when? 1350 01:01:55,280 --> 01:01:56,180 I mean, what do you mean since when? 1351 01:01:56,220 --> 01:01:57,340 Everybody loves Stephen King. 1352 01:01:57,360 --> 01:01:58,100 Who doesn't like Stephen King? 1353 01:01:58,180 --> 01:01:59,100 She doesn't like Stephen King. 1354 01:01:59,101 --> 01:01:59,640 I don't not... 1355 01:02:00,020 --> 01:02:00,620 Let's leave him. 1356 01:02:00,640 --> 01:02:01,720 She calls herself a novelist. 1357 01:02:01,721 --> 01:02:02,620 She doesn't like Stephen King. 1358 01:02:02,621 --> 01:02:03,200 We're gonna... You guys continue this. 1359 01:02:03,201 --> 01:02:04,201 We're gonna go. 1360 01:02:06,580 --> 01:02:06,940 Girls. 1361 01:02:07,460 --> 01:02:07,640 Yeah. 1362 01:02:07,800 --> 01:02:08,800 Yeah. 1363 01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:10,320 Uh, two champagnes, please. 1364 01:02:11,100 --> 01:02:12,100 How old is she? 1365 01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:13,520 Twenty-one. 1366 01:02:13,960 --> 01:02:17,000 I wouldn't believe you if you told me she was eighteen, much less twenty-one. 1367 01:02:17,440 --> 01:02:18,120 How old are you? 1368 01:02:18,300 --> 01:02:19,300 This is my party. 1369 01:02:19,910 --> 01:02:20,740 Stop acting like a pussy. 1370 01:02:20,820 --> 01:02:21,900 No one's gonna tell on you. 1371 01:02:22,525 --> 01:02:24,206 And I haven't even told you about the big tip. 1372 01:02:24,230 --> 01:02:25,000 I'm gonna leave you. 1373 01:02:25,240 --> 01:02:27,680 Look, as far as I know, you ordered these drinks for yourself. 1374 01:02:28,340 --> 01:02:29,080 I didn't even say anything about it. 1375 01:02:29,081 --> 01:02:30,081 Let me see your hair. 1376 01:02:30,800 --> 01:02:32,400 And here's the drinks you ordered, miss. 1377 01:02:33,060 --> 01:02:33,500 Enjoy. 1378 01:02:33,820 --> 01:02:34,820 I will. 1379 01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:45,080 Samantha! 1380 01:02:46,050 --> 01:02:47,060 Oh, I'm sorry. 1381 01:02:47,500 --> 01:02:48,240 Oh, don't worry about it. 1382 01:02:48,280 --> 01:02:48,640 It's your night. 1383 01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:49,080 Have fun. 1384 01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:50,240 All right. 1385 01:02:52,930 --> 01:02:55,570 Ladies and gentlemen, can I have your kind attention, please? 1386 01:02:56,310 --> 01:02:57,630 You may come forward if you wish. 1387 01:02:58,480 --> 01:03:02,290 I have been trying to get William Borgens up here to speak to my class for years. 1388 01:03:03,250 --> 01:03:06,050 He's never said no, but he's never said yes, either. 1389 01:03:07,290 --> 01:03:09,110 Tonight, I have him at a certain disadvantage. 1390 01:03:10,640 --> 01:03:12,310 My entire class is here, Bill. 1391 01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:14,920 And I insist you come up here and say a few words. 1392 01:03:16,040 --> 01:03:18,470 Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. Borgens. 1393 01:03:24,450 --> 01:03:27,890 Your professor, while a very nice man, is a sneaky son of a bitch. 1394 01:03:30,110 --> 01:03:32,770 And the reason Leslie could never get me up here to talk about the process of 1395 01:03:32,771 --> 01:03:36,810 writing is I'm not sure I have much to say about it that could benefit you. 1396 01:03:38,160 --> 01:03:39,890 I still find it all very much important. 1397 01:03:39,910 --> 01:03:43,030 It's been a very mysterious years after I wrote my first book. 1398 01:03:43,690 --> 01:03:48,370 And I'm not sure what it is that compels a person to continue to play make-believe 1399 01:03:49,490 --> 01:03:50,610 even after they're an adult. 1400 01:03:52,890 --> 01:03:56,102 My favorite book is a collection of short stories by Raymond 1401 01:03:56,103 --> 01:03:58,670 Carver called What We Talk About When We Talk About Love. 1402 01:03:59,940 --> 01:04:07,151 And in the closing lines of the title book, Carver says, I could hear my heart beating. 1403 01:04:08,890 --> 01:04:10,090 I could hear everyone's heart. 1404 01:04:12,390 --> 01:04:14,490 I could hear the human noise we sat there making. 1405 01:04:18,280 --> 01:04:19,280 Not one of us moved. 1406 01:04:20,640 --> 01:04:21,960 Not even when the room went dark. 1407 01:04:23,910 --> 01:04:25,510 And I think that that's what writing is. 1408 01:04:26,600 --> 01:04:28,120 It's listening for that beating heart. 1409 01:04:29,200 --> 01:04:35,110 And when we hear it, it's our job to decipher it to the best of our abilities. 1410 01:04:43,390 --> 01:04:45,820 I'm here because my daughter Samantha's book 1411 01:04:45,821 --> 01:04:48,651 is being published, in case you haven't heard. 1412 01:04:48,890 --> 01:04:49,990 This is her success. 1413 01:05:01,300 --> 01:05:02,550 Is the seat taken? 1414 01:05:06,730 --> 01:05:07,730 Lewis invited me. 1415 01:05:09,720 --> 01:05:11,240 Well, that was a cow, Kelly Dickerisk. 1416 01:05:12,310 --> 01:05:13,350 How long you been here? 1417 01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:20,080 I was waiting in my car for about an hour trying to build up the courage to come in. 1418 01:05:23,070 --> 01:05:24,650 So that's what 19 looks like. 1419 01:05:25,530 --> 01:05:26,530 She's all grown up now. 1420 01:05:29,505 --> 01:05:30,730 She's still just a baby. 1421 01:05:31,650 --> 01:05:32,650 You gonna talk to her? 1422 01:05:32,790 --> 01:05:33,790 I don't know. 1423 01:05:34,350 --> 01:05:35,350 I'm scared. 1424 01:05:36,735 --> 01:05:38,710 Yeah, she's scary. 1425 01:05:40,880 --> 01:05:43,250 She's all I've done with my life and she doesn't want me. 1426 01:05:49,110 --> 01:05:50,110 Hey. 1427 01:05:53,940 --> 01:05:54,940 You got some courage. 1428 01:05:56,850 --> 01:05:57,850 For your job. 1429 01:06:00,630 --> 01:06:01,830 Yes, please. 1430 01:06:03,410 --> 01:06:04,410 Your favorite book. 1431 01:06:05,670 --> 01:06:07,190 John Cheever's The World of Apples. 1432 01:06:09,245 --> 01:06:10,845 Can I get you that signed first edition? 1433 01:06:19,030 --> 01:06:20,350 That's your favorite book, right? 1434 01:06:22,490 --> 01:06:25,670 Well, I really liked it. 1435 01:06:25,671 --> 01:06:26,671 Oh, Jesus. 1436 01:06:27,030 --> 01:06:28,190 I even told you what to read. 1437 01:06:29,170 --> 01:06:30,170 Sometimes. 1438 01:06:33,810 --> 01:06:34,810 I'm sorry. 1439 01:06:41,430 --> 01:06:43,490 Anyway, she swiped it from my library. 1440 01:06:45,110 --> 01:06:46,110 She did? 1441 01:06:46,570 --> 01:06:47,570 Yeah. 1442 01:06:48,930 --> 01:06:49,930 Could only have been her. 1443 01:06:52,510 --> 01:06:54,066 She thought that it was your favorite book. 1444 01:06:54,090 --> 01:06:55,170 That's what I had told her. 1445 01:06:57,340 --> 01:07:00,110 I think she was hoping to find some piece of you in it. 1446 01:07:32,310 --> 01:07:33,310 Hey. 1447 01:07:35,130 --> 01:07:36,130 Hi. 1448 01:07:41,700 --> 01:07:42,780 Would you sign this for me? 1449 01:07:45,180 --> 01:07:46,180 What's your name? 1450 01:07:47,370 --> 01:07:48,770 Sam, I don't want to cause a scene. 1451 01:07:50,060 --> 01:07:51,400 I'm Lewis, by the way. 1452 01:07:51,440 --> 01:07:53,200 I believe we met over the phone. 1453 01:07:53,380 --> 01:07:53,620 Hi. 1454 01:07:53,720 --> 01:07:54,700 Nice to meet you. 1455 01:07:54,740 --> 01:07:55,740 Nice to meet you, too. 1456 01:07:56,020 --> 01:07:57,020 Yeah. 1457 01:07:57,840 --> 01:07:58,840 Name. 1458 01:07:59,440 --> 01:08:00,200 Come on, Sam. 1459 01:08:00,400 --> 01:08:01,060 Don't do this. 1460 01:08:01,220 --> 01:08:02,220 It's okay, Lewis. 1461 01:08:03,050 --> 01:08:03,800 No name, no problem. 1462 01:08:03,801 --> 01:08:06,740 Guess we'll go with a signature and no personalized note. 1463 01:08:06,960 --> 01:08:07,960 Sam. 1464 01:08:09,390 --> 01:08:12,320 I just wanted to tell you that I love you. 1465 01:08:13,680 --> 01:08:14,880 I love you so much. 1466 01:08:16,175 --> 01:08:17,175 I'm so proud of you. 1467 01:08:18,480 --> 01:08:19,480 Thank you. 1468 01:08:20,140 --> 01:08:21,140 Hope you enjoy it. 1469 01:08:30,260 --> 01:08:31,260 Kate? 1470 01:08:31,400 --> 01:08:32,400 Kate? 1471 01:08:32,660 --> 01:08:33,660 No, it's just me. 1472 01:08:35,500 --> 01:08:37,200 Mom, I didn't know you were coming. 1473 01:08:38,680 --> 01:08:39,680 You okay? 1474 01:08:41,840 --> 01:08:42,840 You looking for Kate? 1475 01:08:44,420 --> 01:08:45,836 Yeah, I've been looking everywhere for her. 1476 01:08:45,860 --> 01:08:47,080 I can't find her. 1477 01:08:48,400 --> 01:08:49,400 Are you worried? 1478 01:08:54,630 --> 01:08:55,910 I'm gonna go check in the house. 1479 01:08:55,930 --> 01:08:56,510 I'll check in with her. 1480 01:08:56,850 --> 01:08:57,850 Have you guys seen Kate? 1481 01:08:57,970 --> 01:08:58,730 I've been looking for her everywhere. 1482 01:08:58,850 --> 01:08:59,830 I can't find her. 1483 01:08:59,870 --> 01:09:00,870 I'm freaking out. 1484 01:09:01,340 --> 01:09:02,746 Well, yeah, the last time I saw her, we were at the bar. 1485 01:09:02,770 --> 01:09:04,270 I got her a champagne, but that was Asian. 1486 01:09:04,271 --> 01:09:04,810 Wait, wait, you what? 1487 01:09:04,950 --> 01:09:05,950 You got her champagne? 1488 01:09:06,490 --> 01:09:07,130 She's not her age. 1489 01:09:07,170 --> 01:09:07,850 What the hell are you doing? 1490 01:09:08,070 --> 01:09:08,490 It's not a big deal. 1491 01:09:08,590 --> 01:09:09,910 You know, it is a big deal, okay? 1492 01:09:09,950 --> 01:09:12,910 Because she has a history, and she has a drug problem, so she can't drink. 1493 01:09:12,990 --> 01:09:13,110 No, no, no. 1494 01:09:13,360 --> 01:09:14,360 She's a drug problem? 1495 01:09:14,650 --> 01:09:15,910 She had a drug problem. 1496 01:09:17,510 --> 01:09:19,230 She has the drug problem. 1497 01:09:21,970 --> 01:09:23,590 Did you give that girl another one? 1498 01:09:24,210 --> 01:09:25,210 What girl? 1499 01:09:26,680 --> 01:09:27,790 She said they were for you. 1500 01:09:27,990 --> 01:09:29,066 Did you see where she went? 1501 01:09:29,090 --> 01:09:29,590 Have you seen her? 1502 01:09:29,730 --> 01:09:30,290 I don't know. 1503 01:09:30,330 --> 01:09:31,330 She left with some guy. 1504 01:09:31,730 --> 01:09:32,090 Jesus. 1505 01:09:32,370 --> 01:09:32,770 Calm down. 1506 01:09:32,810 --> 01:09:33,590 I don't want to calm down. 1507 01:09:33,650 --> 01:09:34,230 She's 16. 1508 01:09:34,310 --> 01:09:34,430 She's fucked up. 1509 01:09:34,710 --> 01:09:35,230 Take it easy. 1510 01:09:35,330 --> 01:09:35,930 Take it easy. 1511 01:09:36,050 --> 01:09:36,670 We'll find her. 1512 01:09:36,750 --> 01:09:37,030 Okay? 1513 01:09:37,150 --> 01:09:38,310 Did you look at the guy's ID? 1514 01:09:38,510 --> 01:09:39,510 Do you remember his name? 1515 01:09:40,370 --> 01:09:41,750 I look at dates, not names. 1516 01:09:41,800 --> 01:09:43,470 Oh, she left with Gus. 1517 01:09:43,730 --> 01:09:44,850 Who the fuck is Gus? 1518 01:09:45,470 --> 01:09:46,170 I'm sorry. 1519 01:09:46,270 --> 01:09:46,730 I'm sorry. 1520 01:09:46,930 --> 01:09:47,470 All right? 1521 01:09:47,570 --> 01:09:48,570 You had no right. 1522 01:09:48,850 --> 01:09:51,130 I didn't think that your mom would want to miss one 1523 01:09:51,131 --> 01:09:52,590 of the most important nights of her daughter's life. 1524 01:09:52,591 --> 01:09:54,286 We are not having this conversation right now. 1525 01:09:54,310 --> 01:09:55,830 And just stop following me. 1526 01:09:55,990 --> 01:09:57,030 We need to just shut up. 1527 01:09:57,050 --> 01:09:57,710 Just shut up. 1528 01:09:57,711 --> 01:09:58,290 Look, I'll call you later. 1529 01:09:58,291 --> 01:09:58,850 Just please answer the phone. 1530 01:09:59,070 --> 01:10:00,010 Jesus, Dad. 1531 01:10:00,070 --> 01:10:01,106 This isn't a family vacation. 1532 01:10:01,130 --> 01:10:02,050 Hey, shut up. 1533 01:10:02,051 --> 01:10:02,590 Get in the car. 1534 01:10:02,730 --> 01:10:03,530 You're acting like a child. 1535 01:10:03,610 --> 01:10:04,610 Come on, guys. 1536 01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:15,120 Number 6 LA. 1537 01:10:18,340 --> 01:10:19,340 There it is, right there. 1538 01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:24,840 You guys wait here. 1539 01:10:24,880 --> 01:10:25,240 I'm not dad. 1540 01:10:25,380 --> 01:10:25,840 I'm getting out of here. 1541 01:10:25,940 --> 01:10:27,680 Listen, Samantha, you restrain him. 1542 01:10:27,740 --> 01:10:28,900 Don't let him out of the car. 1543 01:10:29,540 --> 01:10:30,540 Stay in the car. 1544 01:10:30,600 --> 01:10:32,120 Get back in the fucking car. 1545 01:10:47,480 --> 01:10:48,100 Who is it? 1546 01:10:48,340 --> 01:10:49,340 Is Kate there? 1547 01:10:49,800 --> 01:10:50,800 Who wants to know? 1548 01:10:53,180 --> 01:10:54,180 Hey, shit. 1549 01:10:54,440 --> 01:10:55,440 She's a minor asshole. 1550 01:10:55,580 --> 01:10:56,580 She's in here. 1551 01:10:56,840 --> 01:10:57,660 Okay, where is she? 1552 01:10:57,740 --> 01:10:58,900 She's fucking in the bedroom. 1553 01:11:00,700 --> 01:11:01,700 Oh. 1554 01:11:06,800 --> 01:11:07,440 Oh, shit. 1555 01:11:07,790 --> 01:11:09,300 Bill, help me. 1556 01:11:09,580 --> 01:11:10,580 She won't wake up. 1557 01:11:10,930 --> 01:11:11,700 Jesus, what'd you give her? 1558 01:11:11,740 --> 01:11:12,380 She was drunk. 1559 01:11:12,500 --> 01:11:13,080 Fucking liar. 1560 01:11:13,300 --> 01:11:13,800 Oh, fuck. 1561 01:11:13,900 --> 01:11:14,220 Coke. 1562 01:11:14,221 --> 01:11:15,100 We need a little coke. 1563 01:11:15,160 --> 01:11:15,620 That's it. 1564 01:11:15,780 --> 01:11:16,480 She'll be fine. 1565 01:11:16,680 --> 01:11:17,080 I got her. 1566 01:11:17,120 --> 01:11:17,860 Just pass out, I swear. 1567 01:11:17,960 --> 01:11:18,280 You'll be expelled. 1568 01:11:18,281 --> 01:11:18,780 You'll be lucky. 1569 01:11:18,860 --> 01:11:19,860 That's all that happens. 1570 01:11:19,920 --> 01:11:21,080 You can't do that. 1571 01:11:25,140 --> 01:11:25,900 Is she all right? 1572 01:11:25,901 --> 01:11:26,280 Is she okay? 1573 01:11:26,460 --> 01:11:26,720 She's fine. 1574 01:11:26,760 --> 01:11:27,240 Get in the car. 1575 01:11:27,360 --> 01:11:28,360 Get in the car. 1576 01:11:29,550 --> 01:11:30,556 Dad, what's going on, Mom? 1577 01:11:30,580 --> 01:11:30,980 Just one, Katie. 1578 01:11:31,120 --> 01:11:31,880 We need to call her parents. 1579 01:11:31,980 --> 01:11:32,560 Do you have their number? 1580 01:11:32,880 --> 01:11:33,200 Here you go. 1581 01:11:33,201 --> 01:11:34,020 Yeah, that's my phone. 1582 01:11:34,140 --> 01:11:34,400 Yeah, yeah. 1583 01:11:34,660 --> 01:11:35,660 Okay, what's going on? 1584 01:12:46,990 --> 01:12:47,610 How's Louis? 1585 01:12:47,950 --> 01:12:48,950 Who's Louis? 1586 01:13:00,530 --> 01:13:03,100 Why don't you see if your brother's up yet? 1587 01:13:03,780 --> 01:13:06,180 You don't need to send me away to go talk to Mrs. Walcott. 1588 01:13:08,340 --> 01:13:09,820 I know you two are sleeping together. 1589 01:13:11,360 --> 01:13:12,360 They don't know shit. 1590 01:13:13,740 --> 01:13:15,060 I know you fucked Trisha Walcott. 1591 01:13:15,440 --> 01:13:16,440 Hey! 1592 01:13:18,350 --> 01:13:20,340 Go wake up your brother. 1593 01:13:28,580 --> 01:13:29,580 Rusty, wake up! 1594 01:13:31,760 --> 01:13:32,760 Rusty? 1595 01:13:44,490 --> 01:13:45,530 Oh my God. 1596 01:13:57,630 --> 01:14:00,430 There's a room for every speck of tile. 1597 01:14:00,950 --> 01:14:04,650 There's a thousand more you won't ever see. 1598 01:14:05,150 --> 01:14:10,930 You must hold inside yourself eternally. 1599 01:14:25,430 --> 01:14:26,430 Go, go, go! 1600 01:14:33,390 --> 01:14:37,090 Dear Rusty, I know you probably never want to see me again. 1601 01:14:37,930 --> 01:14:39,290 I did a terrible thing to you. 1602 01:14:39,970 --> 01:14:41,990 My dad told me you called to see how I was. 1603 01:14:42,450 --> 01:14:44,050 As I'm sure he told you, I'm in rehab. 1604 01:14:44,990 --> 01:14:47,830 My biggest mistake other than hurting you was thinking you could fix me. 1605 01:14:48,470 --> 01:14:49,530 Only I can fix me. 1606 01:14:50,470 --> 01:14:53,550 I'd like to become a person who actually deserves to be with someone like you. 1607 01:14:54,230 --> 01:14:57,350 I don't know how long that will take, but I hope you're around when it happens. 1608 01:14:58,010 --> 01:15:01,210 In the meantime, just know that I'm truly sorry for everything I put you through. 1609 01:15:02,210 --> 01:15:03,210 Love, Kate. 1610 01:15:03,950 --> 01:15:04,950 Oh, P.S. 1611 01:15:05,250 --> 01:15:06,590 You were right about that book. 1612 01:15:07,250 --> 01:15:08,290 I cried at the end. 1613 01:15:08,750 --> 01:15:09,750 Big time. 1614 01:15:21,130 --> 01:15:22,810 I know it's been a rough couple of months. 1615 01:15:24,960 --> 01:15:26,120 But you're coming home drunk. 1616 01:15:26,870 --> 01:15:27,870 Or stoned. 1617 01:15:28,930 --> 01:15:29,930 Every night. 1618 01:15:30,770 --> 01:15:31,986 And now you've been in a fight? 1619 01:15:32,010 --> 01:15:34,306 Someone must pay back for something that happened last fall. 1620 01:15:34,330 --> 01:15:35,330 I don't care. 1621 01:15:40,120 --> 01:15:41,480 I know it's your first heartbreak. 1622 01:15:42,420 --> 01:15:43,420 I know it hurts. 1623 01:15:44,990 --> 01:15:46,310 Nothing hurts like the first one. 1624 01:15:46,810 --> 01:15:49,520 But you've got to channel this into your work. 1625 01:15:50,440 --> 01:15:51,800 Make something positive out of it. 1626 01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:53,240 That's what you did when Mom left. 1627 01:15:55,100 --> 01:15:56,100 What? 1628 01:15:56,410 --> 01:15:57,820 Is that what you did when Mom left? 1629 01:15:57,980 --> 01:15:58,980 Turned it... 1630 01:16:04,870 --> 01:16:05,870 You're grounded. 1631 01:16:07,375 --> 01:16:08,390 Are you kidding me, Dad? 1632 01:16:08,650 --> 01:16:09,430 Will you just chill out? 1633 01:16:09,660 --> 01:16:10,270 You can't ground me. 1634 01:16:10,350 --> 01:16:10,870 Yeah, I just did. 1635 01:16:11,050 --> 01:16:11,450 Okay? 1636 01:16:11,590 --> 01:16:12,590 I just did. 1637 01:16:13,840 --> 01:16:15,430 You were the one who told me... No journal, nothing. 1638 01:16:15,550 --> 01:16:17,870 You were the one who told me to go out and get experiences. 1639 01:16:19,490 --> 01:16:20,810 You can't make me write, Dad. 1640 01:16:21,330 --> 01:16:22,470 I won't have to. 1641 01:16:22,570 --> 01:16:23,130 You're a writer. 1642 01:16:23,131 --> 01:16:24,131 You'll do it yourself. 1643 01:16:35,480 --> 01:16:37,591 When you were little, you used to run down to the edge 1644 01:16:37,592 --> 01:16:39,800 of the water like that when the tide was pulling out. 1645 01:16:40,220 --> 01:16:43,060 And then you would turn around screaming when it came back. 1646 01:16:43,061 --> 01:16:44,740 I'm letting the ocean get me, Daddy. 1647 01:16:45,120 --> 01:16:46,820 I'm letting the ocean get me. 1648 01:16:50,040 --> 01:16:52,640 Your mom used to be watching you like a hawk. 1649 01:16:52,720 --> 01:16:56,380 She was terrified the ocean was going to grab you and pull you out to sea. 1650 01:16:57,795 --> 01:16:58,955 Why are we talking about her? 1651 01:16:59,340 --> 01:17:00,620 What are we doing down here? 1652 01:17:00,740 --> 01:17:01,760 Your mom loves you. 1653 01:17:03,000 --> 01:17:04,460 She never did anything to you. 1654 01:17:04,540 --> 01:17:04,560 It's pointless. 1655 01:17:05,320 --> 01:17:06,600 I know what you're going to say. 1656 01:17:08,560 --> 01:17:09,560 No, you don't. 1657 01:17:10,680 --> 01:17:14,247 Those things she did to me, the thing you've been 1658 01:17:14,248 --> 01:17:16,861 holding over her, I had already done to her years ago. 1659 01:17:18,570 --> 01:17:19,650 What are you talking about? 1660 01:17:23,150 --> 01:17:26,270 I fell in love with somebody and I got lost and I left. 1661 01:17:26,430 --> 01:17:26,810 Bullshit. 1662 01:17:26,970 --> 01:17:29,150 You were just a baby and your mother waited for me. 1663 01:17:29,370 --> 01:17:30,050 Shut up, Dad. 1664 01:17:30,090 --> 01:17:31,730 She waited six months, Samantha. 1665 01:17:32,170 --> 01:17:34,850 And when I realized what a selfish shit I'd been... Shut up, Dad. 1666 01:17:34,851 --> 01:17:35,590 She took me back. 1667 01:17:35,630 --> 01:17:36,630 It's the truth. 1668 01:17:36,940 --> 01:17:37,930 You couldn't tell me, Dad. 1669 01:17:37,950 --> 01:17:38,950 Really. 1670 01:17:39,740 --> 01:17:40,740 You just let me hate her. 1671 01:17:41,330 --> 01:17:44,930 She made me promise that if ever she did something as stupid as I had that she 1672 01:17:44,931 --> 01:17:46,770 hoped I'd have the decency to wait for her. 1673 01:17:46,870 --> 01:17:47,870 So I am. 1674 01:17:48,530 --> 01:17:49,850 I should have told you, Samantha. 1675 01:17:50,490 --> 01:17:51,490 I'm sorry. 1676 01:18:26,140 --> 01:18:27,720 She waited six months, Dad. 1677 01:18:27,780 --> 01:18:29,060 You've been waiting three years. 1678 01:18:30,885 --> 01:18:32,640 I think you made good on your promise. 1679 01:18:33,260 --> 01:18:34,860 It's okay to stop waiting. 1680 01:18:38,140 --> 01:18:39,200 She's coming back. 1681 01:18:42,540 --> 01:18:43,920 What makes you so sure? 1682 01:18:45,240 --> 01:18:46,320 Because she waited. 1683 01:18:47,260 --> 01:18:50,380 And your mother's a far better person than I'll ever be. 1684 01:19:25,840 --> 01:19:26,400 Hello? 1685 01:19:26,820 --> 01:19:27,820 Sam? 1686 01:19:31,360 --> 01:19:32,360 I'm here. 1687 01:19:33,060 --> 01:19:34,060 She's dead. 1688 01:19:36,780 --> 01:19:37,780 My mom is dead. 1689 01:19:40,750 --> 01:19:41,980 I don't know what to do. 1690 01:19:43,220 --> 01:19:44,420 Mom is dead. 1691 01:19:57,670 --> 01:19:58,670 I'm coming. 1692 01:19:59,230 --> 01:20:00,230 I'm coming. 1693 01:20:09,390 --> 01:20:16,010 I remember the day you appeared on this earth With eyes like the ocean, 1694 01:20:16,130 --> 01:20:22,630 got blood on my shirt From my camera angle, it looked like it hurt But your 1695 01:20:23,570 --> 01:20:31,570 mama had a big old smile We drove you home, saw your yellowing skin Packed a few 1696 01:20:31,571 --> 01:20:36,679 things and drove you back again Stayed up all night, 1697 01:20:36,680 --> 01:20:41,510 worrying, wondering What was gonna make it better? 1698 01:20:42,290 --> 01:20:49,710 Broken bones heal when you set them right Get your fine-tooth comb from the barber's 1699 01:20:51,670 --> 01:20:59,670 side Our love's a protective poison Well, you are your mother's child And she'll 1700 01:20:59,810 --> 01:21:07,810 keep you for a while But someday you'll be grown And then you'll be on your own 1701 01:21:15,130 --> 01:21:21,930 Tears will dry if you give them time Life's a rollercoaster, keep your arms 1702 01:21:24,510 --> 01:21:32,510 inside Fear, that's a big emotion Well, you are your mother's child She'll keep 1703 01:21:32,511 --> 01:21:40,470 you for a while But one day you'll be grown And then you'll be on your own 1704 01:21:47,570 --> 01:21:55,570 You'll never be on your own Hello? 1705 01:22:11,120 --> 01:22:11,720 Hello? 1706 01:22:11,960 --> 01:22:13,180 Is Rusty there? 1707 01:22:14,890 --> 01:22:15,890 Uh, this is Rusty. 1708 01:22:16,160 --> 01:22:17,700 Rusty, this is Stephen King. 1709 01:22:20,260 --> 01:22:21,260 Hello? 1710 01:22:21,560 --> 01:22:22,980 Uh, yes sir, I'm here. 1711 01:22:23,470 --> 01:22:24,940 Your sister sent me your story. 1712 01:22:25,210 --> 01:22:26,210 I've just seen a face. 1713 01:22:26,680 --> 01:22:28,156 I read it and I think it's damn good. 1714 01:22:28,180 --> 01:22:29,180 I loved it. 1715 01:22:29,230 --> 01:22:30,940 Um, your sister sent it to you? 1716 01:22:31,580 --> 01:22:33,054 Yeah, I took the liberty of sending it to 1717 01:22:33,055 --> 01:22:35,801 the magazine of fantasy and science fiction. 1718 01:22:36,150 --> 01:22:37,613 They published some of my stories over the years 1719 01:22:37,614 --> 01:22:39,961 and I thought they might be a good fit for yours. 1720 01:22:40,610 --> 01:22:41,740 Uh, wow, thank you. 1721 01:22:41,780 --> 01:22:42,440 Thank you so much. 1722 01:22:42,740 --> 01:22:43,740 You're welcome. 1723 01:22:44,050 --> 01:22:45,930 I think you've got a bright future ahead of you. 1724 01:22:46,560 --> 01:22:47,860 Hey, tell your dad I said hello. 1725 01:22:47,861 --> 01:22:49,720 I'm a big fan of suit monkeys. 1726 01:22:49,980 --> 01:22:50,980 It's a classic. 1727 01:22:52,160 --> 01:22:53,160 Keep up the good work. 1728 01:22:53,620 --> 01:22:55,880 Wait, uh, Mr. King, don't go. 1729 01:22:55,960 --> 01:22:57,721 Just, uh... I'm still here. 1730 01:22:58,280 --> 01:22:59,440 Okay, yeah, I just want to... 1731 01:22:59,970 --> 01:23:03,090 Uh, I just want to tell you how much your book means to me, but I don't even... 1732 01:23:03,490 --> 01:23:04,490 I don't even want to try. 1733 01:23:06,820 --> 01:23:09,300 Uh, it's kind of like what you said in the opening of The Body. 1734 01:23:10,500 --> 01:23:10,900 Hmm. 1735 01:23:11,250 --> 01:23:14,020 The most important things are the hardest to say. 1736 01:23:14,720 --> 01:23:15,720 Right, right. 1737 01:23:17,310 --> 01:23:19,956 I just can't believe you actually... you read my story and you liked it. 1738 01:23:19,980 --> 01:23:22,540 I can't... I didn't say I liked it. 1739 01:23:22,900 --> 01:23:23,700 I said I loved it. 1740 01:23:23,900 --> 01:23:24,600 Oh, my God. 1741 01:23:24,640 --> 01:23:25,640 Holy shit. 1742 01:23:27,070 --> 01:23:28,580 It was great talking to you, Rusty. 1743 01:23:28,680 --> 01:23:29,680 Okay, yeah. 1744 01:23:30,630 --> 01:23:32,110 Okay, uh, yeah, I'll see you, Steven. 1745 01:23:42,700 --> 01:23:43,780 You're gonna kill yourself. 1746 01:23:44,180 --> 01:23:46,420 You're supposed to have an arm and a shoulder to do that? 1747 01:23:46,480 --> 01:23:47,480 Yeah, Dad, I'm doing it. 1748 01:23:49,380 --> 01:23:54,380 Love my mom and pa. 1749 01:23:54,920 --> 01:23:57,440 That's all I really want, Tom. 1750 01:23:57,441 --> 01:23:58,601 Say hello to my mom in there. 1751 01:23:58,960 --> 01:24:00,640 Yeah, good luck, Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1752 01:24:01,100 --> 01:24:02,940 Uh-huh. 1753 01:24:02,960 --> 01:24:04,240 Well, I'll tell you about that. 1754 01:24:13,540 --> 01:24:21,540 Don't you think that people don't end up arguing? 1755 01:24:44,130 --> 01:24:47,510 It's not funny. 1756 01:24:47,830 --> 01:24:48,870 It's actually interesting. 1757 01:24:49,050 --> 01:24:50,850 It's a really good short story. 1758 01:24:50,970 --> 01:24:51,590 It's a really good one. 1759 01:24:51,610 --> 01:24:51,950 It's great. 1760 01:24:52,410 --> 01:24:54,990 It's about a detective with Alzheimer's. 1761 01:24:55,630 --> 01:24:56,310 You're kidding me. 1762 01:24:56,470 --> 01:24:59,470 No, I'm interested in the perspective of his family members. 1763 01:24:59,530 --> 01:25:00,050 Here, I'll get it. 1764 01:25:00,070 --> 01:25:00,670 I invited Kate. 1765 01:25:00,710 --> 01:25:01,710 She might come. 1766 01:25:02,840 --> 01:25:04,440 No, but yeah, it should be entertaining. 1767 01:25:04,530 --> 01:25:05,150 I think it'll work out. 1768 01:25:05,190 --> 01:25:06,230 I think that's actually... 1769 01:25:09,570 --> 01:25:10,570 Mom? 1770 01:25:11,650 --> 01:25:12,650 Hey. 1771 01:25:17,520 --> 01:25:19,280 I kind of pictured your dad opening the door. 1772 01:25:21,620 --> 01:25:22,940 Could you shut it and go get him? 1773 01:25:46,610 --> 01:25:47,610 Hi. 1774 01:25:54,010 --> 01:25:55,050 What are you doing here? 1775 01:25:59,050 --> 01:26:00,050 I got a little lost. 1776 01:26:03,210 --> 01:26:06,820 I was just... I was wondering if there's still a place for me here. 1777 01:26:07,210 --> 01:26:11,930 And I... I completely understand if there isn't, because I know that I really... 1778 01:26:11,931 --> 01:26:14,160 I really don't deserve it. 1779 01:26:14,360 --> 01:26:15,360 Shut up. 1780 01:26:15,425 --> 01:26:16,425 I'm so sorry. 1781 01:26:22,790 --> 01:26:23,550 We got food in here. 1782 01:26:23,551 --> 01:26:24,070 You do? 1783 01:26:24,430 --> 01:26:24,530 Yeah. 1784 01:26:24,910 --> 01:26:25,910 Come in. 1785 01:26:33,240 --> 01:26:34,240 Hi. 1786 01:26:36,480 --> 01:26:37,480 Hi. 1787 01:26:39,880 --> 01:26:41,236 Rusty, why don't you make a place for your mom? 1788 01:26:41,260 --> 01:26:41,720 No, no. 1789 01:26:41,800 --> 01:26:42,420 I got it. 1790 01:26:42,460 --> 01:26:42,740 I got it. 1791 01:26:43,040 --> 01:26:44,040 Thanks. 1792 01:26:44,320 --> 01:26:45,640 Okay, I'll move this over. 1793 01:26:46,400 --> 01:26:47,320 I guess you're not... Yeah. 1794 01:26:47,400 --> 01:26:47,600 Yeah. 1795 01:26:47,720 --> 01:26:48,340 You don't want to move her? 1796 01:26:48,540 --> 01:26:48,700 No. 1797 01:26:48,780 --> 01:26:49,360 Here, here. 1798 01:26:49,720 --> 01:26:50,720 No. 1799 01:26:53,880 --> 01:26:54,500 Thank you. 1800 01:26:54,720 --> 01:26:55,720 Here. 1801 01:26:56,260 --> 01:26:57,260 Here. 1802 01:26:57,300 --> 01:26:59,420 Oh, wine glass. 1803 01:26:59,680 --> 01:27:00,680 Wine glass. 1804 01:27:08,290 --> 01:27:08,650 Okay. 1805 01:27:08,651 --> 01:27:09,010 Thanks. 1806 01:27:09,270 --> 01:27:10,270 No problem. 1807 01:27:34,830 --> 01:27:35,830 I saw my first story. 1808 01:27:38,890 --> 01:27:40,350 Rusty, that's wonderful. 1809 01:27:41,450 --> 01:27:42,450 That's great. 1810 01:27:42,800 --> 01:27:44,270 Uh, it was actually all Sam. 1811 01:27:44,630 --> 01:27:45,630 You wrote it. 1812 01:27:46,310 --> 01:27:49,230 I just sent it to the only person I could think of who'd actually like it. 1813 01:27:53,670 --> 01:27:54,710 A toast. 1814 01:27:56,810 --> 01:27:57,810 Okay. 1815 01:27:59,810 --> 01:28:00,810 To Rusty. 1816 01:28:00,950 --> 01:28:01,970 And to Rusty. 1817 01:28:02,070 --> 01:28:03,070 And to Rusty. 1818 01:28:04,105 --> 01:28:04,710 And Happy Thanksgiving. 1819 01:28:05,070 --> 01:28:05,650 Happy Thanksgiving. 1820 01:28:05,830 --> 01:28:06,830 Happy Thanksgiving. 1821 01:28:08,830 --> 01:28:09,830 All right. 1822 01:28:16,330 --> 01:28:21,490 I could hear my heart beating, I could hear everyone's heart, 1823 01:28:24,390 --> 01:28:29,990 I could hear the human noise we sat there making, Not one of us moving. 1824 01:28:30,990 --> 01:28:33,050 Not even when the room went dark.